Live It, Use It

2009-11-21T19:32:00.001+08:00

eating, sleeping & playing everyday :D
this is the way to enjoy:D

2009-10-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

tmr last day of sch le...... so fast...... on sat, i will become a sec 4 student le T.T
to me is nt really the last day of sch, cos still gt prepartory lessons for 2 wks.....

tmr last day of sch, 1st day of SL camp T.T zzz...... i haven't even pack my bag yet:( i no this camp won't be as tough as guides camp, but still, i nvr looked forward to camps.... i cant sleep & having a splitting headache becos of this... 4D3N -.-, it will b so damn long... i wan to cryT.T

ushered parents during the open hse ytd & today... can i say tt its a terrible job T.T
ytd was nt too bad, it was today which made me feel like hiding at 1 corner..... so lonely & boring todayT.T tired too, drained all my energy, even though i have been slacking [staring into space]for the past 2 h....... i nvr wan to do ushering again..... its nt a gd exp... even though i didnt enjoy it, its still better than going back to a class of 4 ppl, to learn calligraphy... i think that will be worse...

going to pack my bag at 8+...i hope its monday tmr...... zzzzzz.... i wan to sleep..........
i have become so so so so so so negative these days
i hope i will enjoy the camp, please!!!

2009-10-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

gt back all subjects le....
maths & amaths gt A1 [as usual:))))))))))))))))]
but my L1R5 still very high-.-

i dunno y i'm quite happy with guides today even if the attendance was poor....
:)

cant stand some ppl [nt my class] keep boasting "itself" & putting down other ppl, when "it" is no better-.-.......how i wish i did not have fate to meet "it"...zzz... makes my life & others' life miserable T.T..... hope some one else can replace her to do the job...

2009-10-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

received another C for physics.....
happy bout my chemistry results even though its B4:)
gt another B4 for eng....... [luckily dunnid to gt retained]
happy with combined humanities, esp history:)

cant stand some of my close friends who has HIGH HIGH HIGH expectations for themselves-.- "huh, sian only get like B3...." etc, + they are just sitting beside a person who had a C for that paper _l_ -.-

heck care heck care le

2009-10-12T20:12:00.001+08:00

Great... received my 1st C....
Wonderful...i cried....
Amazing...i memorised the name of the veins/arteries of the heart for nth

bloody hell, how can i receive a C for as my first result of EOY?!! depressing....
i better do well in physics....... zzzzzzzz

2009-10-08T14:59:00.002+08:00

didn't blog for a long time~~

exams are over!! yay!!!
lalalalal~

tmr marking day:)))))
but gt dentist appoinment tmr, which is not a bad thing:)
i will get back all my sleeping time by tonight:)

2009-09-18T14:26:00.003+08:00

hmm.. didnt touch my blog for a long time~~
too lazy to blog-.-
my blogger tools went back to normal yay^^~

addicted to facebook games XD lol
exams in 2 wks time, better start working hard in order to get higher allowance when i go Japan:)
btw i m going Japan for holiday during Dec!!! yay~~~~~~~

attended the student council election campaign, lol
didnt hear what they were actually saying-.-

end here-~

2009-09-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

last friday's guides meeting was... crap basically-.-
total strength is like 10?!! wth...

so glad that saturday didnt rain at all:)))
i went there late, but nt the last anyway-.-zzz.. gt abt 20 who came
at first i backed out at the last minute, cos of the stupid report book-.- [will talk abt it later]
zzz...
but still went..:)
too lazy to elaborate, have to make use of the time now, very little time for me to use...
will say the ending part...
had a lot of fun ONLY aft lunch [the cycling part:)], was boring before lunch [just built sandcastles, & enjoyed the breeze]...
cycled tgt with valerie[basically it was a 2-seater bicycle], hard to control at first, but quickly gt used to it... everybody wanted to try out our bike-.- cycled from area E to F, back to E all the way to C[i think..]. left 1/2h to cycle back to area E, just to return the bicycle on time-.- zzzz basically cycled like mad... at least we made it on time...
aft returning the bike, cai lin & me head home... had to walk a long distance to find a bus stop-.- so damn long...
** everybody gt sunburnt, including me... i have a t-shirt outline now-.- it hurts btw

have to go back to sch everyday T-T...
what kind of life is this...zzz
very tired.

2009-09-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

this is damn funny^^ cant stop laughing...
jiayi watch hor:))

2009-08-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

celebrated teachers' day today...
had lots of fun in the SL room:)
saw a great 'action movie' in there, named "joey & keli big fight"... so funny,
pulling each other hair... cant stop laughing XD

wow, i actually saw the whole concert while on duty...
actually my duty was very slack...

saw jiayi~ asked for my money back^^ yay~~~:))))))))))))
aishah also "returned" me my money^^ yay~~~~
all its left is ANDRE

btw jiayi whack very hard, very pain-.-

aft the whole celebration, served cake everywhr... busy period-.-
then went with friends to watch movie at toa payoh...
watched "where got ghost?"
scary at some parts, funny at some parts...

very tired now... my whole legs are numb... still haf to complete trigo online test.-.-zzz

2009-08-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

200 posts. way to go~

hmm, gt whacked by a ball by mr yong ytd... all his students playing came to apologise by he went to talk to another teacher, laughing away-.- luckily joey help me to scold him aft he walked to the ppl who were counting lots of coins...
went to help out for the tcher's day celebration ytd... spent 5h doing tt-.- haizzz
went to change coins to notes opp of our sch.. firstly it was irritating, secondly, some how awkard too.. some vendors keep asking whether this coins were illegal... grrr, it really feel like i was really doing some dirty business-.- hello, i just wanted to change a heavy bag of coinS into lighter notes-.-

nxt sat is class gathering at east coast:)!!!!

i feel soo tired this wk...dunno whether is it [like my friend said] because of the menstrual hormones? haf no idea...
i slept for 3-4 periods on tues [that includes recess period], kept dozing off during amath period... i m so lucky that aft recess, chem & eng tcher didnt come, & i had 4 free period:) 2 period used for sleeping, 2 period used for reading my storybook. i spent 2 days reading finish that story book eh!!~~ its Princess Diaries [last bk]^^ i kept myself reading cos i just wan to find out the ending[even though i read the ending first before i started at the beginning-.- unfortunately, i didnt understand at all]
i cant stay awake that late in the night this wk:( which is fustrating???

Wed, i guess it was a "ok" day, having free periods again:) had a SL general meeting [first time] tt day too, it was ........ had a bad headache there-.-
Thurs was "ok" too...
Fri i just said it abv...
hey, i just had 3 tuna bread & a cup of milk for my breakfast... i think i found the reason y i was so tired over the wk... i didnt eat any bread for my breakfast this wk!!, i just drank a cup of milk... milk helps ppl to fall asleep quicker?... is my assumption right??

o yea, failed my physics... as expected....

nxt sat is class gathering at east coast:)!!!!

2009-08-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

omg... i have been stuffing myself with food everydayT-T
i dunno when did my appetite grow so much... grr , will grow fat again...
its like aft coming back fr sch today... i ate:

1. 1/4 of a packed chicken rice [its my grandma's 1-.-]
2. the last [EXPENSIVE & FRM LONDON]coffee biscuit
3. 1 cake roll
4. 3 packets of wang wang [i actually finished the last 3(:]
5. 4 slices of apples
6. a few scoops of japanese curry with potatoes & carrots

ahhh T-T

funny:) introduced by classmate...
showed my bro, & he also went laughing like a mad... plus he keeps scratching my knee while laughing-.-

man utd is loved^^ 5-0!!

2009-08-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

zzzzzzz.....
nt having a gd day today...
the each day seems to be worser.....

17/8

hurray! my birthday~ had a "gd" time... received many well wishes:)
had 2 presents-- dun underestimate it.... 1 present was shared by 9 ppl-.-
but who cares~ appreciated:)

received common tests marks
chem... total shock
50 marks
zzz

18/8

received more results...

chinese... total shock again...
50 marks...
[sadly] i died at the comprehension part

amaths.. made my day
90 marks:)

19/9

played handball...
run like hell...
sweat like hell
i still prefer rounders...

emaths:)))))))))))))))))
100 marks~

social studies
57 marks
another C-.-
luckily is combined with history...

biology
62 marks...
no comments on this...

my water bottle start to stink....
for some unknown reason...

20/9 [today]

english _'_
failed-.-
crappppppppppppy
zzzzzz
by half a mark-.- [12/25]
at first it was 11, but found another mark... couldnt find another mark le-.-
zzzzzzzzzzz
grrr
grrr
grrr

haven't get back physics...
think i'll fail anyway...

today's history lesson made me...grr..
argh... no comments....

messenger/hotmail driving me crazy-.- [REALLY]
here too...

2009-08-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

there's REALLY sth wrong with blogger layout-.-

yay, finally finished common test....
all the sciences so hard...
argh, emaths teacher also driving me crazy
i dun like trigonometry):

had a physics test aft sch, a test paper from the combined science:)
is nt really easy, & difficult...
1st qn made me dumbfounded, as my friend told me qn 1 is retarded...
i must say, i got to agree... i didnt no how to ans tt qn-.-

came home, watched wild bunny:)
2pm:)
fr 1-now^^
but did THAT flyer mid way...

THE UPPER HEADS ARE NOT NICE, THEY SHOOT ALL THEY WANT WITHOUT THINKING HOW HARD WE DO):
luckily, i did nt get shoot:) my best jnr took it for me:))) i must say i m a genius^^ wahahaha

hotmail being screwed up:(
palms & feet are sweating...[random]

tmr gt COH, sian lor....
dunno wat we going to talk about, its always very boring-.-

2009-08-07T15:09:00.001+08:00

bored at home...
coughing non-stop...
zzz...

blogger seem to have sth wrong... code must b messed up or wat...

agnes & cailin delivered my items here just now...
yay! can study-.-
i just realised tht i m flunking circles' properties...
cant gt tt stupid concept right...
they also deliverd snacks:) [class won the best deco:) wonder how it looks like]
ate finish all the sour sweets, no wonder coughing like mad now-.-
shocking news: physics remedial on Mon... WTH, holiday leh!!! zzz.... should i go? or not to go? if i go, my grades may not suffer... not to go, rest 1 more day before returning to sch since my MC is still valid on Mon, practising social responsibilty here:)

great, morning received another 2 other SMSs regarding the stupid brochure again...
its like no matter how many time we do, we just can't make the bosses happy:(
now, my gd jnr is the IC, & has run far far away, i haf no idea how m i going to contact hime, & make him do the brochure-.-

did some calculations of how many tests i need to take once i return back to sch...
figures is shocking...
approx. 13 tests nxt wk...
hurray!-.-
13 tests... omg lo... lets see avg 1 day is about 3 tests...
zzz... chiong liao...

2009-08-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

congrats to myself...
gt another 7 days off frm sch..
again...
zzz...
running high fever... & sore throat...
high possibility of H1N1, but lets nt hope for the worse-.-
missing so many test since i m on leave, i think once i return back to sch nxt wk, i will be bomb with tests...
i better get well by nxt mon, since tues is already common test TT.TT
how i wish common test is postponed 1 wk later...
i hope 3A doesn't get quarantined because of me, since i told Mdm Ng, 90% that i have gt tt disease:(

now stuck at home, sleeping, watching videos are my daily routines...
wow, actually i m enjoying instead of boring myself to death!
still sad though, will miss tmr's national day celebrations...
tmr's celebration is "BE YOURSELF DAY"... can wear home clothes leh...
i wan to support Joey, who is one of the UGs representatives to hold the SG flag:)
also need to support my gd/best jnr, andre too...
funny, andre told me tt joey is messing up the whole thing for the march... lol
JOEY, JIAYOU~

ytd was a bad day, tried to beg the doc to giv me 6 days MC instead of 7 but to no avail... i SERIOUSLY dun wan to miss my common test, more tests are piling up, & i dun like it at ALL...zzz [missing 4 tests this wk, even though my MC started just 1 day ago which is ytd-.-]

then more things happened...zzz... currently there's some misunderstanding between me and agnes, & now it somehow [i think only] deepened it... crap lor, i made her cried again indirectly... i didn't even mean it[or mayb i did] very troubled.... how did i no that she cried? through the mastermind-.- [jk] lynette, she suddenly told me that she tell everything to ZX & agnes... great! it created a trouble/job for me to work on...
later, andre called & talked about the bloody stupid brochure again...yipee~ another job to keep me occupied! i m a poor sick girl... lalalas~

currently doing amaths work, since i think i m far behind the syllables.... practised binomial theorem first, too afraid to face ploynomials & partial fractions and modules function... i take about 1/2 hour to solve a bloody binomial theorem qn...
factors causing me to do so slow:

1. sick
2. singing while doing
3. medicine made me drowsy...
4. too near to the computer, cant concentrate
5. thinking of the troubles

hope i can make it back to sch by nxt tues:)
hurry hurry, make me well again^^

2009-08-01T23:36:00.001+08:00

ok... so i dunno whether to say it is successful...
seriously, i admit i was really pissed off/angry at some ppl...
i was just cursing in my mind... bloody hell... zzz basically making me puke blood
no offence lor..
_l_ being vulgar here:@

lets just say morning was smooth sailing...
everyone's slacking.. yay! tt whats we expected in the first place!!!!
everybody was following time line very well..
3 cheers for tt:)
then suddenly is ROD [hey hey, ACL cum Commander here:))],
made everything delay for like a hour.. ok fine... cut short the celebration time
too much pizza...
gave the NCC ppl...
lol, offerd Yu Da some too (he's a gd eater:))

ok so the trouble started right after the celerations:(
the scouts suddenly told a guide, & then passed the msg to me that a sch is suddenly coming!! o wow!!
'miracle' more work available... should i thank them?!!

next problem, the ex snrs on strike-.-
dun wan do 'gateway'since its not scaring anyone, instead they are some how mocking our gateway.. hooray-.-
finally, 1 smart person[think it was debbie]who solved the problem:) bursting of bags yay, managed to scare some ppl:):):)
omg la, u haf no idea how happy i was when ppl gt scared:)being sadistic here, but scouts are good at bursting bags:) yay, a gd pt^^

i didnt manage to watch the CF at all, i was busy cleaning up the stairway, as we dirtied the sailing territory, i was like running away with my aishah when the sailing ppl came back... i just heard a loud 'WALAO' yay... then later busy doing refreshments... had free time, but cant be bothered abt the show later...

third problem, refreshments is really a failure la-.- i dun think i wan to type it here, thinking of it made me sad:(
lets just say, the refreshment part was a big FAILURE :) it was disappointment to the guest as well:) then we had to clear the remaining nutella bread...
there are many!... as usual, asked Yu Da to eat... indeed the food god:)
unfortunately still cant finish tt whole plate of unwanted food... i was like begging everyone to take 1, including the scouts.. everybody was full/bloated:( [but heheheh, i didnt even touch the sandwiches at all lor, it basically made me disgusted while i was holding it...] luckily, mr gana took all back home:) THX!!! i think he'll throw it.. mayb?

finally CF is over...FINALLY FINALLY^^ YAY!!! a load of my back...wahoo!!!
I was very emotional when i went back home, i was tearing aft i read a msg given during ROD, and teared while i was sending thanks to the guides:)
i walked a total of approx 19km today:) wow, no wonder my legs are really sore?!!

a big THANK YOU for:

1. ex-snrs & snrs who came back & helped us
2. scouts who helped us with manpower
3. YuDa & MX for clearing unwanted food [U HAVE NO IDEA HOW THANKFUL I M]
4. teachers who accompanied us till the end:)
5. LASTLY, GUIDERS WHO STAYED BACK SO LATE TO ACHEIVE A PARTIAL SUCCESS CF:]

2009-07-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

lalala, 2 more days till campfire:))
having ROD on tt day too...
so i have to change my whole timeline again...
lalalas~

last night i used too much vulgur actions on in front of my laptop... :P
as i was pissed off with some things... haiz but heck care..
must have a positive thinking:)

just now stayed back to start with the CF's souvenirs... done most of it le..
hanged them in the guides rm...
just hoped that the scouts wont touch it...

ROD on sat!!!
really curious with the results...
:))
praying for somethings to not happen on SATURDAY

iPersonic

2009-07-29T19:25:00.001+08:00

2009-07-25T13:35:00.003+08:00

hehe... followed my mother to her friend's hse:)
mom's friend's husband is a korean... so main motive was to learn how to make kimchi over there^^
so many wonders:)))
so cool><
her husband made bean paste stew too:)
맜시따^^

ytd guides start preparing on campfire..
i guess i can actually say tt, since there's sth is being produced out...
we r running out of time.. lalalala~
i heck care~
i wish i could heck care tooo~

ytd our sch celebrated racial harmony...
nt much of a celebration... just wore ethnic costumes & take photos, does that count as celebrating???
yay our whole class wore ethnic costumes, thats the fun part in itX3and we were busy taking many photos:)
most of us wore malay costumes... i wore a peranakan^^ yay..

over matured to me:)

2009-07-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

goody goody gosh~
having a bad headache now...
it started during the listen compre today... crap lor, the entry proof said starts at 1430, turns up to be 1500.... while waiting for the passage to be played, heard classic music... gt mozart etc... basically made me feel tired, so went to sleep from 1425 to 1500... not the only one anyway, whole class was taking a nap-.-

this morning had cca leaders' handover... surprised me when its starts at 0725, i wasnt even changed into my uniform la... make me flustered for a period of time, had to run, change, run back to position,.... ahhhhh.... nt a nice experience.....

it just happens to me tt 1 more wk is cf XP... it also happens to me our plans for CF is already leaked to the 'outsiders', they are known as MF scouts-.- have to change the whole thing la...

2009-07-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

dunno y so busy everyday.. must b a cause of sth...
busy doing brochures for the PLM....
actually no, just throw the work to andre:)
tt gd^^

so sian... sitting arrangement gt a very slight adjustments....
bryan who was sitting beside me, moves in front... now less 1 table to support my table, to prevent it from shaking-.- & less ppl to talk to.. haiz...
plus i seem to b sitting very faraway from the board... i think this is y my mood naturally went bad when i found out this sitting arrangement... haiz... the heads in front of me is big... blocking most of my sight... guess i'll just get used to it... sooner or later...

nxt wk is the CCA leader handover ceremony le><
however, it is a "private" function-.-
carrying out the whole ceremony outside the GO..
unbelievable...
i think i mentioned wrongly with "whole ceremony" le..
i think will split into 3 parts...
monday, for performing arts
tuesday, for sports
wednesday, for UGs and clubs & socieities...
wat a 'grand' function it is-.-
at least its better than nth, isn't it?

2009-07-14T15:59:00.002+08:00

just back from MT 'O'Level oral...
literally ok
figuratively nervous, scary
i think i talked to short le....
compared to yee oon, i think i really spoke too short le....
i also stumbled upon my words..
at least it's a gd thing when the tchers laugh as i say sth...
rite?
nxt wed having LC le...

haix, just hope to do well laT.T

so tired now

yay, nxt wk CCA resumes
FINALLY
yay~

2009-07-12T10:31:00.003+08:00

slept with my new air-con last night...

i have nvr experienced tt strong of an air con...

rm literally became a winter wonderland...

just missing the white snow, fantasy & imagination..

my toe nail broke...

so pain....

so deep...

TT_TT

spent my time watching so many youtube vids ytd... especially korean variety shows..

once again, i m hooked....

holiday mood...

havent start my work yet....

haiz.....

tmr will b a very very long day...

2 more days i will be taking MT 'O' level oral...

so fast..

can't cry...

just finish everything ASAP & everything will be over:)))

wa... finally manage to upload this class photo....

2009-07-11T11:07:00.002+08:00

hohoho~ campfire has been postponed

yay getting new air-cons... i think it will take a long time for it to get on.....

dun think i will talk any more
short post...
mayb will continue later

2009-07-07T15:24:00.002+08:00

1 more day left till my LOA expires....
so i went to doc on sunday... heavy flu
a very very heavy flu
luckily i m recovering:)))

sad we didnt make it through the WKW challenge ㅠ-ㅠ :(
wadever...

i going crazy over stupid things
i m rushing over stupid things
i hate it...

2009-07-04T17:51:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey~
receive the LOA letter le^^
finally~

feeling much better than 2 days before:)))
left with block nose cum runny nose & a sore throat
guess i dun have to see a doc aft all:))))
but i think if my nose continues to b blocked, & my voice stays rough
my dad might pull me & my bro to the doc tmr-.-
my bro now is having worser symptoms than me...
sian.. its like passing everywhere=.=

left 5 more days b4 i return back to sch..
the home based learning work makes me go crazy
i m nt even sure whether to do those work under my name-.-
i rather go back to sch

2009-07-03T21:25:00.004+08:00

havent see a doc yet...
mayb tmr my dad bringing me
nt very excited..
now haing blocked nose only-.-

touched that everybody around me is concerning bout me:)
i dunno whether did they gt the wrong info or wat...
some no i gt fever [cos i tell them]
a few asked me if i seen a doc yet [those i didnt even tell them abt it]
happy tt i m being concerned:)
feel sorry for my parents, they everyday worry tt i tio tt virus:(

went to check LMS just now
new batch of work come out leT-T
argh going crazy....

yea gt the informal class photo from cai lin:)
this year's class photos all seems to be in a very very high resolution, like the colours too:)
i just cant seem to post my class photo..

2009-07-03T09:21:00.002+08:00

hahaha-.- T-T
gt LOA for a wk....
zzz...
just bcos i sat near a H1N1 person... [her whole class gt quarantined, which seems worse]
5 from our class sat near her, so all 5 of us also gt LOA
o well, i m sick anyway....
i think i gt quite a few symptoms similar to tt virus...
but i shall nt scare myself........

i dunno y whenever i touch my forehead, which feels quite warm.
but when i take my temp, my temp is normal, no fever at all...
my highest temp ytd was 37.6 ....

just hope to get back to sch soon T-T
so bored staying at home when i m sick...

2009-06-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

zzz.. last day of holiday T-T...zzzz
i haven't finish 1 homework
tt is eng
zzz
zzz
ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!
went to print my new timetable, a few teachers changed...ahhhhhh T-T
i want to cry le la...................
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........
life is unfair-.-

went to watch Transformer 2 with my family today:)
cool movie:)
but gt no idea y some newspapers & magazines rate it soooo low.....
nice movie:)))))))))
ahhhhhhhh~

tmr sch reopen le..
wth... 1 mth pass so fast...
ahh...
at this rate i will go crazy....
mayb slight mental illness-.-

2009-06-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

went to guides HQ to help out in the carnival.....
though under the so called WELFARE team....
we did saikang work, basically clearing rubbish bins...-.-
before the carnival, we were actually slacking:)
but around noon, the bins fill up so fast, tt i started to hate rubbish bins......
saw some mayflowerians there, which i can name a fewBA...
NT ONLY SCOUTS, GUIDES DO SAIKANG WORK TOO!!!

went back around 1 ++, went back alone as joey went to toa payoh to do project.. so i was baiscally lonely...
i saw Isabelle when i was on the bus!!!!!!!!
actually, she was in the same bus with me, just tt i didnt spot her, i didnt even notice her sms at first... till she went down to the bus stop & kept waving at me... how luckily i was always looking in front, which grabbed my attention:) then i ended waving to her too:)

during the bus trip, i saw a mind student i interacted before at a bus stop... she seem to be on a outing with her family:) i think her name is shi ting... if i did nt rmb wrongly, she was the one who kept talking to me when i wanted to rest for the whole bus trip-.-

lalalas~
many homework....
must finish humanities today!!!!
chiong~

2009-06-26T13:06:00.002+08:00

i think i m REALLY going anti-campfire/ anti-gg-events anytime le...

ok i haven't finish all my homework..
but i think i did majority of it....
which is still nt a very gd sign, isn't it?
so i left eng & SS... i did a bit for SS which left me a compare & contrast qn & 2 SEQ....
so i might be dead....

i think i no when i will become anti-campfire...
since H1N1 is worsening over here, and in about 2 wks, i think it will be like SARS...
by then if campfire is going to be cancelled like this... i really going anti-campfires...

tmr still have GG carnival...haiz... becos of some PNA points, i had to sacrifice 5 hours of my sat to do this.... MFGG better gt at least a bronze PNA nxt year....zzzzzzzz

2009-06-25T16:40:00.003+08:00

spent 2 hours redoing the CF proposal

zzzz.....
so irritating
i hate proposals:@@@@@@@@@@@

looked through the past photos...
2001, 2002 ~2009
i think my brother was sooooo SOOOOOOOOOO
CUTE tt time....
now, he's nt cute at all-.-
he's quite irritating...at times
ah~ my brother is so DAMN CUTE in 2001
i can't even believe i had such a cute cute CUTE C-U-T-E little brother at tt time.........
wanna pinch his cheeks.... mayb i did nt no the defination of "cute" yet-.- but now i do:)
i might love him even more if my bro went back to tt cuteness^^

yea, i m chubby tt time...very chubby...

2009-06-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

so aft all we r not combining.......

f

how i hope campfire doesn't even exist
not combining make more things complicated
very confused now......
ytd meeting was kind of lame to me...
zzz

u

this morning went to the CCA rehearsal thing...
nothing much
just walk around
practice...
turn around...
walk back
then finish

c

came back early..
went to bake cookies to vent my fustrations on:)
peanut butter cookies:))
had gd response^^

went to joey's hse to discuss CF proposal tgt with debbie. [ i dun think i would do if it wasn't for PNA points-.-]
went to search for horror movie trailers...
wa lao, it was damn disgusting lor....-.-
first part, i was really really scared
aftwards at the mid part, i felt like vomitting
at the last part of the search, it made me sleepy, no mood...

k

i hope campfire will just pass with a blink of an eye...

la

zzz

2009-06-23T11:00:00.001+08:00

dooms day arrived~~~
wth, get tt kind of venue some more-.-
grr...

arg..missing some w/s ahhhhh!!!!!!
so many homework...
arrrrrrr
going crazy soon
arhhhh

2009-06-22T17:41:00.002+08:00

i feel itchy everywhr...zzzzzzzzz

just came back from the WKW challenge, feels good...
camp christine looks like a chalet to me, minus away swimming pool, bbq pits etc....
the cookout venue is a bit pathetic... many flies flying around, damn irritating...
i think i did a stupid thing while cooking...
ms[mdm] ho asked me to fry the bay leaves tgt with the oil... and i regretted on tt action-.-
the oil basically "exploded", becoming fireworks to me... splattering everywhr-.- i was dumbfounded and of course scared luh........zzzzzz

the result will be sent through email, which i dunno when will it be... i hope we gt into top 3, joey & me won't want to disappoint ms ho & guidersT-T anyway i m desperate/hungry for PNA points...i dun wan, DO NOT WANT to be the worst UG in MF-.-i wan to prove we can be gd too:)

aft worrying the cookout, had to worry another thing...
upcoming cf. crap la.
tmr still haf to face the PISSED OFF WITH US scout leaders...
planning to create a shiel amulet since i think i no what is gonna happen tmr...
most probably going shoot sacarsm arrows to the sec 3 guides-.-
seriously, i think i going to wear many layers of clothings to act as armor in order to protect myself.....
zzzzzzzz........... seriously can't stand the sacarsm from the scouts...zzzzzzz
doomsday is tmr~~~
doubt i can sleep well tonight-.-
zzzzzz

anyway, doesn't mean they pissed off, i should compromise them and treat them well...grrrrr.... i think joey will be the 1st to get pissed off, followed by debbie or/and me

how i wish to escape the reality~

2009-06-19T19:01:00.002+08:00

just received the new cpu..
typing on my new keyboard...
moving with my new mouse...
feels good^^

only my monitor did nt change along the other items...
nth much to say bout today, since all i did fr the morning till now is just amath work....
wow, but i got to praise myself for setting up this whole thing without my mother:)))))))))
mom & dad in genting enjoying themselves in the casino there...
lalalalas~

2009-06-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

ok.. i had no idea how i entered into MFGG's blog acc...
i seriously did nt type in the user & pass la...

had amath classes for the past few days...
polynomials literally drives me crazy=.=
i haven't even start on any INDIVIDUAL holiday homework, which spells the word d-e-a-d-m-e-a-t...i guess i just have to chiong like crazy now.....
left 1 wk of holiday... miserable 1 wk

rushing over so many things la.... rushing over homework...
rushing over campfire proposal
rushing over projects
rusing against time...
etc...
zzz...

2009-06-15T13:47:00.002+08:00

just cameback fr training camp ytd...

i dunno whether i should i hate it or like it-.-

i like it cos we guides manage to bond as awhole, it was enjoyable since we created our own memories, we do everythingas a whole:):):)

i hate/disliked it as some snrs really REALLY R-E-A-L-L-Y disgusted me with their sacarstic sentences and their sadistic actions... i feel betrayed seeing some snrs changed like tt, but i dun care...doubt i will entertain those kind of snrs who really disgusted me during the camp... lol but, our guides gt sadistic too at the end of the day...

i dunno whether should i b glad tt only 7++ guides came fr the camp.. since we actually manage to bond very well in a smaller group.... i think i should b glad...

first day:

report

debrief

dinner

went for St. Gabriel's campfire

supper

bathe

sleep

nt much to elaborate on first day as nt many snrs were there in the first place, the horror starts on the second day....... didn't slept much on 2nd night, only slept for 4hrs T.T... woke up at 0330, couldn't sleep, went spamming each other's letter box and manito's box:) then talked to cai er & cheryl 1 for bout 1h...

Second day:

wake up

PT

breakfast

drill [3hrs -.-], but i skipped midway to go sheng siong to buy ingredients for the peranakan dish:))))))))luckily joey is nice to give up for me:))) JOEY THX A LOT!~

lunch (cooked the peranakan dish[spicy!], pasta was gd too)

rest time/games/slack

test work

outdoor cooking... (best outdoor cooking so far) I M THANKFUL THEY DID NT BUY SPAGHETTI FOR US TO COOK

bathe

sing-a-long session

sleep

i know they will wake us up in the middle of our sleep to do sth EXTRAORDINARY:

drill [fire]

Joey went "missing", snrs scolded us for taking so long to report joey MIA... cheryl 1 & me went find her. gt traumatized by the exp-.-

sleep

Third day:

wake up

PT

Breakfast

MASS games

the mass games was more of a water activity, throwing water bombs around, first 3 games nt too bad... it was the ending game was the worst/ suckiest/ crappiest of all... those who thought of/invented tt game must haf a screw loose-.- especially the bee swarm game... stupid la... WHY WOULD A SWARM OF BEES ATTACK U IF U DIDN'T PROVOKED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE IN THE JUNGLE?!!!!!!!!! the snrs replaced the bees with water bombs/ pails of water... anyway i dun count tt a game... they just asked us to gt into a safety lying position, and we just all gt wet...tt is SERIOUSLY nt a game-.- yay-.- they splashed us with water, i teared while they splash water at my face & head when they promised nt to do so-.-F.zzz...

cleaned up the areas we used...(i think some guiders are balding la... so many hairs were picked up in the bathrm, and they go in bunches of 20> strands-.-)

prize presentation/ manito:)

felt like crying at tt part.... some how touching and memorable:)... shared our exp and thoughts abt each other:) congrats to cheryl 1 who acheived the best camper award:) all the prizes were the same anyway, its just the name of the award is different...

HOME SWEET HOME:)))))

slept fr 1500 till 1930~

didn't expect myself to still be able to sleep at 2200 all the way till this morning 0745...

alarm didnt ring, i was suppose to wake up at 0730 cos i had lessons-.-

o well, i sorta enjoy the camp... if some snrs (nt the oldest & youngest batch) were nt there i might enjoy more~

2009-06-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

my fingernails are long...
have to cut them before going to cap tmr-.-
i think i have an ulcer in my mouth but i can't find it-.-

if the guides are nt getting a proper sleeping area for tmr camp, i might laugh...
may ended up sleeping in the canteen~~
btw i haven't even pack my camping bag....

went camp shopping at amk central ytd with joey..bought loads of can drinks, which is really really heavy....have to empty all its contents some more-.- i left a tin of milo and 4 tins of biscuits to buy.... i have no idea how much our company can eat-.- they better finish the whole thing before camp breaks-.-

maid coming back on sunday~~~
yay~~~
i dunnid to wash my own camping bag~~~
lalalalalalas~

2009-06-08T17:51:00.002+08:00

lalas~
so bored now...

played badminton with joey for less than an hour
then went to my house, since the sun is glaring upon us, so damn hot outside-.-
played piano for a long while, then we watched videos....
our aftnn just went like tt
ate lunch at 1030, no wonder now so hungry, have to fix my own dinner...

checked on lms just now, calendar shows we are having combined camp with scouts-.- WTH, most probably a typo/miscommunication, since i checked with a few ppl whther we are having combined scouts, but luckily WE R NT^^ is nt tt i do nt wan to combine with scouts, is just tt if we combine: there will be enough manpower, and i haf to join in the games which i find them scary-.-

mom went to camp, so i haf to take over her duties temporarily...so many laundries to wash....i think that the person who invented the washing machine is a smart one:)

2009-06-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

just came back from botanic garden...1 h ago
basically just did sai kang-.-

my thumb hurts now, due to the fact that the nail & the flesh somehow separated...
can't sleep now...
just ate finished a bowl of instant noodles...
calories may get "stuck".... food unable to digest....
have to stay up for a while more....

woke up really early today-.-
7am...[early since its during the holidays...]
luckily tmr haf nth going on......
waaaaaaaa/
nxt wk camp~
nt looking forward~
nt looking forward to upcoming campfire too~

2009-06-02T19:36:00.002+08:00

WAAA~
MY IQ IS ABOUT 120!!!
OMG~~~~

HERE'S WHY MY IQ IS 120:

so, currently, ming xuan sent me 1 IQ email...
then must break the code to prove ur IQ is 120 etc....
I ACTUALLY MANAGE TO BREAK IT
break also no use, cos i dun think i m going to forward it...

WAHAHAHAH~~~~
GENIUS!!

but still, email may be nt be accurate in the first place-.-

2009-06-02T15:18:00.003+08:00

2nd day of holiday~
lalala~
all alone again...

let's see...i just finished taking in most of the laundry, folding them, putting them back into places...all i need to do for laundry is to place a sign board writting "PLS CLAIM UR UNDERGARMENTS" for my family...cos seriously, briefs look the same to me, so i can't differentiate who's who...

think my mom is going to get takeaway tonite again....

watching videos all day long, haven't touch a work yet...
i hate organising campfires now... NEVER EVER PUT UR NAMES UNDER R.S.V.P

2009-06-01T09:39:00.002+08:00

ah.. 1st day of sch holiday
can't breathe the fresh air yet...
what joy it is to start my first day of holiday with housework...
wat should i cook for lunch today??
should i just put some prepacked food in the microwave as lunch?

my maid left 1 day... nt used to being alone at house for the whole day-.-......
still gt 13 more days till she comes back T-T
anyway, dun haf to do much housework, my dad split it equally among four of us, but i feeltt is nt even split equally in the first place... i gt the clothing section, though my mom is in charge of washing the clothes [dumping them into the washing machine-.-] only, & i do the rest...
think my dad gt the easiest, washing of toilet... i bet he will only wash 1 time a wk-.-

started doing some e-learning just now, caused my desktop to hang twice-.-grr....i even beg my com nt to hang-.- so now i m using my mother's laptop:)

wa soo bored now, i seriously haf no mood to study la=.= anyway which student studies during the FIRST day of holiday?!!!!!!!

i dun wan to do campfire le.... like i haf a choice...

2009-05-30T12:55:00.002+08:00

lalala~
collected my report book just now~
ranked 18 in class...
wahahahaha~

ytd principal gave a talk to the whole sch...she mentioned about our CCAs achievements
performing arts haf their SYF awards...
uniform groups haf their unit awards...
hahaha...she went into detailed for UGs-.-
"our uniform groups have also done well in the unit awards"
my head was down, and i went sacarstic laughing, zhi xin patted my back
pricipal then continued, "maybe except 1"
wahahahahaha~~~ such a statement-.-
i went even sacarstic laughing away...

spent 3 hours watching WGM ytd:) funny^^
enjoed whole process:))))

maid flying off tmr, will be back 2 wks later...
so basically, i have to do housework for the next 2 wks, considering my first wk is NEARLY free fr sch.... at least i won't die of boredom during holiday now...

2009-05-28T15:33:00.002+08:00

wa.... tchers gave so many holiday homeworkT-T
even if their bodies were nt in our class, they still remembered to give us holiday homeworkT.T
plus there are extra lessons during the holidays T.T
i have to go back to sch every wk T.T
2nd & 3rd wk have lessons, 1st & last wk actually have nth, thot can slack on those wks
4th wk haf to go back to sch cos gt this rehearsal for the handing down thing...
i SERIOUSLY have nth on the first wk la, just becos somebody lied/cheated on me, i have to go back-.- zzzzzzzzz........ which is literally stupid...

today had no extra lesson, so came back early...i didn't no that i haf been dreaming for a long time, that the time flies so fast=.=

just did a bit of guides admin stuff.....especially on cf...
i m QM for camp^^ i control the food! yay! starve the jnrs~ olay!

2009-05-26T19:13:00.002+08:00

let's do some compare & constrast^^ abv is the dance version and the bottom is the drama version:) i like the drama version actually:) i like ow it continue moving here & there etc.:)))))))

ytd my com"s keyboard failed me & my bro-.- it spoilt for some unknown reason... {fortunately}, my mom replaced it. UNFORTUNATELY, sme of the keys in the new keyboard does not work on the internet-.- i have to do a tedious way in order for me to use it-.-ZZZ
anyway, i used my com as usual ytd, i didn"t no there was sth called the soft keyboard at tt time... i do a stupid way in order to type 1 url... by copy & paste every alphabet from a website...took me 15 mins to get an url out... aft typing so hard...my com actually hanged-.- which is really stupid........ZZZ

gd news!!! My tuition tcher actually forgot abt the homework she gave last tuition!!! nt mentioning tt i actually misplaced tt w/s

2009-05-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

today is e learning day, but i did nt do a single e learning yet-.-
out the whole day doing projectS
but just finished the heymath assignment...

today so tired la...
first IPW, i broke the glass bottle which is needed for the experiment in the child care.. I BROKE THAT BLOODY THING... made me so guilty-.- the other members then ran out finding more glass bottles=.= then they keep emphasising abt the BLOODY GLASS BOTTLE to me just to make me feel guilty-.- in the end it really made me VERY GUILTY...

secondly, went for the MINDS project. saw the banner, and a peek of the shirts..the shirts are very orangy...cleaned up the guides room... it looks clean AFTER the scouts took out their bins... i say we can do hula hoops in there-.- dismantled many of our gadgets, by force & by saw/knife-.- wasted many twines......
BEATEN BY JIAYI LOADS OF TIMES, WHICH IS DAMN PAIN
pitched the tent, kept the tent, pitched again, kept again, pitched again, kept again..VERY IRRITATING... but i gained sth: i know more abt myself, i HATE REPETITIVE tasks... especially UNDER THE HOT SUN...
gt forced to dance hong dou at the end, just to save some jnrs in order for them to go home ASAP...

lastly, went Greenridge Sec to collect firewood... we made used of every public transport in Singapore:) first, took a bus, next, MRT to Choa Chu Kang, then took LRT to Bangkit... i finally understand why LRT is not constructed everywhere in Singapore like MRT...LRT=slow roller coaster...practically gives me a headache, plus the flashing of windows just for the privacy of the HDB flats in front of the LRT... its a VERY LONG TRIP...the guides haf loads of firewoods eh:P
took a taxi back to school. the end.

crap. invitations nt done yet...

2009-05-19T19:00:00.002+08:00

:) happier with the results i received today:)
i finally understood the feeling of "competition" in class 3A, very strong...
o well, luckily my history is combined humanities, then SS marks slightly pulled it up to a B4 [i think] quite happy...

did well for eng:) nt tt well, but a B3:):):) though my compre fail by 1/2 mark [as usual], other components pulled it up:)
sciences didn't do too bad^^low A2s for physics & biology:) B3 for chem...... i sort of hoped my chem did better than the other 2 sciences, but o well... quite glad le...
this results some how brightened my mood today:) compared to ytd, today is SO MUCH BETTER:))))

left Emaths P2 to collect.....

tmr & thurs is e-learning:) but doing ipw...
fri gt NE outing:) yay...
2 more wks to sch holiday:))))

2009-05-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

i m freaking sad over my results...especially history, i gt C5 for it T-T
i became emo at home...
can't b bothered to talk to anyone...
haiz................
cried a few times......
dunno whether i regretted taking triple sci...
i m so fed up with everything...
fed up with:

results
ppl
this wk's programmes planned
time
work
mayb myself
results...

everything is nt going well, nt wat i expected.......

i think i m angry of myself for nt doing well ba...i seriously do not wan to be the bottom few in this class-.-its so saddening....zzz...ppl must b thinking tt i m weird........

o glad, this 2 e-learning days will become ipw instead...s-t-u-p-i-d

how i wish its holiday right now...i can't bear to see my other results....my results seem to get worser every paper i take back...grr...i hope i gt over it soon...

i suddenly think tt this wk MINDS camp should b disaster, most probably screwed up by the service guides and service scouts......

2009-05-17T15:35:00.003+08:00

let's just do some quiz then since my weekend is so boreddd

1. Real name: Tan Yan Ying
2.Nickname: yy [dun wan to include wat my parents call me]
3. Star sign: Leo
4. Male or Female: Female
5. Primary school: Nanyang primary School
6. Secondary school: Mayflower Secondary School
7. JC/Poly: I have no idea what course m i going to take...
8. Hair colour: Black
9. Hair Long or Short: long
10. Loud or Quiet: loud with close friends, soft with strangers/weirdos
11. Sweat or Jeans: shorts?
12. Phone or Camera: Phone
13. Health freak: probably
14. Drink or Smoke: NO!
15. Do you have a crush on someone: dunno... does crushing on BOF's F4 counts?
16. Eat or Drink: eat
17. Piercings: yes, one on each side...
18. Tattoo: No
Have you ever :
19. Been in an airplane: Yes
20. Been in a relationship: No
21. Been in car accident: No, but nearly last 2 days ago.
22. Been in fist fight: yes, if with brother
First:
23. First piercing: yes
24. First best friend: yes
25. First award: 1st in class when P5 [ranked 150+ in level though]
26. First crush: should b...in primary sch
27. First vacation: malaysia
Last :
28. Last person you talked to: Father
29. Last person you texted to: Joey
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Family.
31. Last food you eat: Campbell vegetable instant soup [+cheese]
32. Last movie you watch: Xman origins
33. Last song you listen to: Forever Love [DBSK <3]
34. Last thing you bought: gas
35. Last person you hugged: mother
Favourities
36. Food(s): as long as its delicious
37. Drink(s):Coke
38. Clothing: as long as it's pretty, & my mom buys it
39. Book: Princess Diaries
40. Song: Making a Lover- SS501
41. Flowers: sunflower
42. Colour: bright colours
43. Movie: Money no enough 2
44.Phrase: dunno... "wa lao"?
45. Subjects: maths
46. Kissed in the snow: No
47. Celebrated Halloween: no
48. Have your heart broken: if results, yes
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: ya
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: ?
51. Came out of the closet: years ago
52. Gotten pregnant:NO
53. Had an abortion: -.-NO
54. Done something you have regretted: everyday
55. Broke a promise: at least once a mth
56. Hide a secret: ya
57. Pretended to be happy: sometimes
58. Meet someone who have change your life: ya
59. Pretended to be sick: ya
60. Left the country: ya
61. Tried something your normally wouldn't try & liked it: ya
62. Cried over the silliest thing: ya
63. Ran a mile: does 2.4km count?
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): no
65. Stay single the whole year: stayed single for 14 yrs 9mths
66. Eating: ?
67. Drinking: ?
68. Im about to ton: ?
69. Listening to: my bro talking to the phone
70. Plans for tomorrow: emo at one corner
72. Want kids: once i gt married
73. Want to get married: ya,most probably
74. Careers in mind: ya
75. Lips or Eyes: depends on my mood
76. Shorter or Taller: taller
77. Romantic or spontaneous:Both
78. Nice stomach or Nice Arms: -.-does it matter?
79. Sensitive or Loud: sensetive
80. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant: none
Have you ever :
82. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no
83. Ran away from home: no
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense: no, does paper gun counts?
85. Killed somebody: NO-.-
86. Broken someone heart: doubt so
87. Been arrested: NO
88. Cried when someone died: ya
Do you believe in:
89. Yourself: everyday, but nt during exams
90. Miracles: ya, probably
91. Love at first sight: ya
92. Heaven: hmm...
93. Santa Claus: No
94. Sex on the first date: NO
95. Kiss on the first date: mayb...
96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now: No
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: most probably

2009-05-17T15:29:00.002+08:00

so bored during weekends....
can't get sleep during this weekend, think i m suffering fr insomnia?

so excited over CF ><... rushing through everything, that's life i say:)
so worried over results... wat if i dun reach up to my expectations?!!!! let's just cry again...

ytd watched BOF on ch U... OMG i m still going crazy over the F4...so damn cute la....i watched the first ep 3 or 4 times le X3 heh heh, can't really gt sick of it, think they just look cuter & cuter ^^

this wk is a busy wk

2009-05-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

2 good news to report:)

1st:

i finished my MYE today ^^ yay~ didn't really screw today's paper

2nd:

WE ARE COMBINING CAMPFIRE WITH SCOUTS~~~ as said by Mr Gana, from Ms Ho XD
She say tt Mr Gana mentioned that the scouts now very rich, gt a lot of funds; and a boost of manpower :P HEH HEH... anyway saved a lot of money in different areas:) YAY~ i wan to do a better CF than last year, i must make it memorable FOR ME :):):)

finished the CF draft in 2h, i find myself a pro in making proposals.... my life is filled with proposals, hence, i think i gt a hang of doing proposals:)

2009-05-14T19:20:00.005+08:00

like this mv/advertisment a lot XD
since i m bored just find another fav of mine and post it again:)...

this is nice too:)

let's see, i screwed my emaths P2 today
screwed another paper again, as always...
i lost 4 marks due to carelessness
[carelessness kills me]
plus i dunno how to do a graph qn, which cost me another four marks...
zzz
i better dun flunk, if not the days ahead for me will be hard
zzz
tmr last paper, bio...
let's just screw tt 1 too

2009-05-13T18:55:00.002+08:00

hmm..let's see....

i screwed up ytd's AMath paper...
today's chem paper was like ??? nearly dozed off while reading those qns...
so left 2 papers which are Emath P2 & bio...
the probability of screwing up another paper is quite high...especially bio, since i didnt touch the textbk for ages:)

might go crazy soon, mayb b4 the june holidays even ended...
firstly: the cf. everything is nt decided or wat, nt as plan...will soon receive scolding from the upper side
secondly: guides' camp, let's just hope there will b at least 20 guides attending it... worried that if the guides' camp news is nt spread early enough, no one will even attend this camp-.-
lastly: I SAW MANY (QUITE A FEW) COCKROACHES TODAY.. scared me a few times, my life might b shortened by tt-.-

i wan to go Uniqlo T.T SOON...

2009-05-11T15:04:00.001+08:00

i think i m going to flunk all three science papers T.T

die.......................................................................................

2009-05-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

51 words

Typing Test

bored..brain not functioning well enough to study:P

2009-05-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

should b studying now... but brain can't operate well during this long weekend... feel like my papers over aft phy & ss papers... no mood to study, can't study as hard as last wk...

went to youtube to find some videos, stumbled to some pro pianists playing kpop songs...so cool...even check her website where she uploaded all the score sheets...wan to play... but aft looking at the complicated notes on the score sheet, some how gt scared of it...mayb i shall try it aft my exams... lets just concentrated on studies & watching videos first:)

ms mok went through the qns on the paper on fri...but she did not return us the paper as it is the exam rule T.T, suspense is killing me for how well/bad i did T-T.... the phy lab was like a "gambling den".. for every qn, there will b some ppl saying 1 option & the other, when some one gt correct , they cheered as if struking lottery... lol. left 6 more papers....haix X3

heard from putri that Greenridge guides (or who) is sponsoring us with firewoods for campfire!! yay~ can save money on the fire committee... since we still have a few tins of kerosene in the guides rm...scouts were even amazed we gt tt much^^

2009-05-06T16:44:00.002+08:00

doubt i will do well in SA1 ba.... the fears...the mistakes....zzz

today had physics & SS paper... SS, cant really b bothered le...
Phy still can, think its easier than the test paper la-.- unfortunately, i m the only one in class who thinks that way, unless u inlude the teachers... when all the smarties discuss abt the ans aft exam, my confidence for phy suddenly drop a few levels...-.- PLEASE let me get at least a B in physics~~~ PLEASE T-T

ytd while having chi paper, 1 teacher came and ask me for my house number for the class internal relay, as i was too focus on the paper... i thought the teacher wants me to run a relay...scared me when sports day is long long over... i was like "huh?! relay?", too shocked...

tmr no more paper:)
nxt mon public holiday:)
nxt fri last paper:)
nxt tues continue exam:(

2009-04-29T18:46:00.003+08:00

[i reconcile with agnes le, but the feeling is weird to be with her...]

i cried ytd...very hard summore... lynette called over to "counsel" me between the matter over me & agnes-.- dunno y when i think of that matter, i started burst into tears...no, firstly my voice became "soggy" [JIAYI U GT C ME LIKE TT B4 BA?? RMB THIS YEAR'S CAMP INSPIRE?], then woosh, my eyes became taps, cant stop crying...i think i cried for 1 hour ba... but i did experiments with crying:)lol. i checked whether my eyes were red, yep they were. i tried crying silently, made me feel more agitated. i tried crying very hard [with sounds of sadness], more tears came out & felt even hurt. lol. all u can do with tears:) think i m a sadist ba...

nxt wk is MYE...i can say i confidently that i may fail my physics...or mayb even biology-.-zzz..fingers crossed.. ya then i can cry from the beginning again~

still gt so many things to do in GG, have to prepare CF...but we havent even started anything....we just say wat we wan to do on a piece of paper & nth is carried out-.- arg invitations is due in 2 wks!! list of invitations is not even out-.- guess we are nt combining campfire with the scouts le ba..... i dun even think there is time to discuss with them or wat... i hope the campfire can b successful this year T.T

yay! received my class tee today & took class photo with it^^ cant wait for the photos to be developed X3 my class tee is P-R-E-T-T-Y, though quite plain, its still nice plus its comfortable to wear:) saw 5F's class tee, omg la, so freaking pretty & damn cute, so colourful... gt 1 monkey at the corner of the shirt :P

*stomach cramp...

2009-04-28T19:28:00.003+08:00

what day is it today? the day i offend a few ppl?

i feel like crying, i wan to let my tears flow...[just tried an experiment, i can cry under a min^^] T.T nah should scream before i cry, there's this voice stuck at my throat, in order to let it go, i first need a empty soundproof room... hence i shall put it in my wishlist...

offended agnes today..."lol"... and "yay"~ she's ignoring me.... cant help it, she irritated me first...
i dunno whther i can cope with this bloody subjects already......

had extra physics lesson till 1730...2 hours... playing whole lesson, didnt even listen what was teacher saying... my physics: doomed..... if i passed my physics paper, i may even laugh at myself...tyco lor....

so sad, Mrs Inge leaving our class, she taking a break for a year T.T...wonder who will be our next bio teacher, or mayb we will only have 1...can it be Mdm Ng?!! omg i dun mind eh...:)

*abv paragraphs does not link to each other at all
** HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAI LIN *her bear is bigger than mine though mine was more expensive-.-

2009-04-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

weather is so bloody hot this few days-.-.... i sweat wherever i go/do: eat, sleep, study

just completed my NAPFA 5 stations 1 hour ago... my aim: just to pass that test, heck care whether bronze or wat.... i think i m the worst athlete in my class, mayb i really m... yay^^...
o well as long i passed the NAPFA test, i hav acheived sth this year [not tt i failed any before-.-, but my results seem to be deproving every year-.-] i think i ate a lot last december causing me to put on weight.......

still got so many things to do...i shall finish my chem ppt first, take a bath, finish my chinese and lastly study bio for tmr test.... *schedule may change without informing*

my day is always packed, cant do wat i like... actually i can which results me not doing my work or wat...zzz...how i wish time could stop...wat a unrealistic comment....... JIAYI...UR POLY NEED TO DO NAPFA TEST???

2009-04-23T14:52:00.002+08:00

i think i need a break...i started a new skill ytd: talking to cockroaches-.-
saw quite a few cockroaches ytd... but just talked to 1 only... there was one in front of my room's door, i dun dare to go in cos i scared i alert it then really go in... so i started talking to it.. more of commanding or scolding it...i even point middle finger at it... omg i was very lame last night... finally i was able to get into the room aft the cockroach moved slightly futher away from the door:) as i was closing my door, another came out of the door's hinge, of cos i shouted... luckily it went outside of my room...phew... my scream was a flat pitch... pwhooo... mayb my new hobby is to tame the cockroaches. lol. pigs fly if i did tt.

today no extra lesson so came back earlier today:) as 3/4 of the class went for chi oral :) yay~ now have to rush chem ppt....but mayb i should take a bath first

2009-04-22T18:48:00.002+08:00

YAY~ i survived ytd's loneliness^^ because the ppl around me "entertained" me more or less, if not i tried to start a subject... wa ahhahaha, i have passed my mission^^

today's PE lesson is damn slack la.....my friends & I just walked around, played frisbee for abt 20 min, then explore the fitness room, lastly, slack.... also showed my friend Guides's notice board...so deserted-.-, in front of the fitness room...think the notice board wasn't updated for abt 3 yrs ba.... got dust all around.. and beside our notice board is the scouts..lol.. they also didnt up date for a very long time [i think :P]

assembly was fun today, a cartoonist came to showed & taught us how to draw like a pro~ he's so funny.. he's the one & only Singaporean to work in Walt Disney [is it? ath like tt ba] the way he draw is damn funny, & he keep giggling and tell some lame but funny jokes:) today's audience is so damn high la, they keep clapping & screaming for no reason [most probably is to attract attention-.-] he taught us ssome formulas in drawing, quite useful:)eg. Cute= big head+ small body. LOL, great results^^ (I CAN DRAW!)

today chi oral, i dunno whether to say it's a flop or wat-.- i think i screwed up at the last part [discussion], i dunno wat i wan saying, cant get my points rite..the teacher was like "huh? i cant understand" -.-... omg, all i wish is to pass now........................... 1 of my classmate even said to the teacher "wait, i haven't say finish" when the teacher say he can go.LOL la...
at least oral is over. next Thurs have ARTS outing~ yay...no lessons nxt thurs & fri (labour day)~ yay~woots!

2009-04-19T17:03:00.003+08:00

oof. went to Ming Xuan's BBQ party cum Birthday party on Sat... the scariest party i have ever been to... (but luckily, didnt really get into "trouble" let me explain right from the top)

Joey and me went to Thomson Plaza to get him present, it isn't very nice to go to a party empty handed...so in the end we gt him 2 bottles of sparkling juice...

reached our destination; felt bored, walked around the pool area/ went toilet
everything was very fine/ good [only me & joey talked for half of the night]
then later had a discussion between jnr abt streaming when 1 scout interupt since he eavedropped on our conversation... then left me, joey & the scout... went on a friendly discussion when another scout came to join in...putri later joined in..so we talked abt each other CCA's troubles-.- yay..share experience:) at last left 3 girls staring at the pool... this is when the horror started...

whole party went crazy, pushing 1 another into the pool-.- 3 girls just watch the fun...till 2 girls [putri & me] feel that it is unsafe to stay there and think it is time to move into a "deeper" area, which is further away from the pool... as we DID NOT want ourselves to get wet... o well, there's this stubborn girl named Joey, think our thinking is somewhat illogical, and thinks that it is safe to stay at her place. Guess what? Ming xuan lifted up her beach chair and the rest dragged her into the pool & 'SPLASH', there she is:) putri, me and three other scouts formed the ELDERLY club at the corner of the BBQ area...all of us die die also dun wan to get wet:) u can say that we are spoilsport:) watever la, i dun like pools...

played in the pool for a long time, my mother complained, saying that i stayed too long le...ask them to cut cake now... and to think the horror ended...aft singing "happy birthday", cutting the big fruit cake, taking group photo, the birthday boy started to throw cake at ppl, actually he threw a plate of cake at his snr {joey gt "creamed"}... crazy...everyone was running for their lives-.-
conclusion of his party: Good (mayb fun) but hell scary

OMG la, i m going to b so alone tmr..actually nt worried abt class time...more worried abt the skit my class is performing to the whole sch tmr..i seriously gt no comments for the script.. maybe 1... THE SCRIPT WRITERS JUST WANT THE SKIT TO B FUNNY WHEN THERE IS NO LINK TO THE THEME. tt the problem... i just want tmr to fly past me ASAP..i m nt looking forward abt tmr but just want it to fly past, as in tmr will be wednesday not tuesday...

i pray for myself nt get too lonely/dejected/bored/embarassed tmr.

2009-04-16T18:46:00.002+08:00

Did my eng speech today^^finally finished, gone~ my hands basically shaked while i was talking la... it was so damn scary-.- didnt see other's hands shaking, but some ppl's legs were shaking-.-lol. some damn pro (lijun & hewitt) they can talk without using a script...pro:)

today's history lesson was very fun:] because mrs. nathan didnt come today [not saying her lessons are boring..] 3A keep talking & laughing in the canteen, because of some samll actions and lame remarks can turn to become a funny topic:) we ended up only finishing 1 qn out of 4-5qns...i think mrs nathan may screem at us-.-

for some reason, i feel like i sometimes DO NOT exist in 3A/sch at all...2 ppl (1 current classmate, 1 ex-classmate) forgot my name today...its not a very nice feeling, they had to look at my nametag to know who i m T.T...wth la...where got such things....T.T

i just found out today, the invitation i accepted to a bbq, the bbq will be damn crowded-.- sort of regretted...i predict that i will not no 4/5 of the ppl there, yipee~

tmr gt test again, havent finish my chinese compo yet....but who cares...lol.
i m so going to b lonely nxt tuesday...Jiayi u wanna join me? :)

2009-04-15T18:57:00.002+08:00

AHAH~ I HAVE FINALLY PASSED the bloody 24 KM RUN!! BY 10 SEC!

YAY~~~OLAY~~~

o ya.. forgot to mention about the cockroach chase during tuition ytd:) my cousin was teaching me, then suddenly she saw long feelers sticking out of the door frame... it was a BIG (disgusting/scary) cockroach! she asked me whether i gt Baygon [thought she wanted me to kill it], luckily she was brave enough:) then we started chasing the cockroach, didnt no cockroach can climb the wall-.- sprayed the baygon, cockroach dropped and went to kitchen. it paused there, so sprayed some more, cockroach became dizzy. how i no? it was walking sideways^^ cousin later asked me for broom & dustpan, passed to her, and she finally swept the cockroach to the dustpan ^^ olay~ cockroach was still active despite being dizzy-.= cousin suddenly asked me to lead her to the toilet, as she wanted to flush it down o.O omg la...in the end, i saw the cockroach flushing down the spout... it was kind of wierd to see a cockroach flushing down a toilet bowl~ fun experience:]

i officially annouce that i will be all alone nxt tues...very alone...1 person T.T... my close friends are all from CIO, and they have SYF... i thought i would at least have agnes, but she gt sailing competion nxt wk T.T this means i will be alone doing everything, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ plus nxt tues haf to perform a skit during care talk...some brilliant idea from FT T.T that might be the worst tuesday for me... so alone...so lonely...so alone.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

tmr have to give speech, i m so dead... haven prepare yet-.- summore got SS test tmr, so dead again... havent study yet.... but seriously what can u study on SEQ?! o i no, CONTENTS from txtbk. zzzz...

2009-04-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

hmm... too lazy to blog this few days:] too lazy to do everything:] should be too busy le ba...:]
didn't went to 3A's BBQ last friday...bad flu, very bad flu, very very bad flu...

Mom treated whole family to (economical) buffet, Sakura, 2 days ago [sunday] the Peranakan advertistment, when the peranakan dessert is just in a small corner, which is hardly visible... didnt eat much cos already quite full, and the food was wasnt really really that good... seriously, i rather eat ice cream than to eat the food, since the ice cream is the best over there... the cheese cake looks appetizing so went to take 3 different flavours, all 3 kinda taste weird... ordered beef steak, it was a "chewing gum" beef flavoured-.- we ordered squid too, but it became prawns for no reason...

at the end there were a bit of leftovers: 1 small portion of beef steak, and 1 kueh pieti (is tt wat u call?).. + the restaurant promoting "don't waste food", and charge $5 per 100g [i think its just some out scaring only-.-]... my father started to "camouflage" the leftovers with prawn shells and plates, which was lame & funny:) the orange sorbet ice cream is the best~

received my new EZ link card today~ luckily took some pictures of my old one... i know its kind of lame but who cares~~the new ez link card looks a bit kiddy...

tmr haf guides meeting, and i m totally not looking forward to it, since i m very worried abt the ppl taking in charge tmr...haiz... fingers-crossed

2009-04-08T19:20:00.002+08:00

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failed my 2.4 again, 2nd time this year:) my head was spinning, my throat hurts like anything, and one of my ears is blocked up..bad feeling...

dunno whether to say today's guides was a success or failure..
we did sth called P-U-N-I-S-H-M-E-N-T
new word eh? :) failure is bcos...there are still lots of room for improvement

yay nxt mon half day~ to celebrate the gd results of GCE 'O'/'N' Levels, 0920 can bae dismissed^^unfortunately, 3A have to stay back for xxtra lessons...wth...add 4 mre periods-.-
then the following mondays aft nxt... we can go to sch at 0900!!! JIA YI GD RITE??!! but dismiss at 1455, extra lessons still not included... omg la...which means very late...zzz

so busy..
everything oso wan proposal..so pek cek><
so many teachers also wan to have xtra lessons everyday since we missed alot on fridays...when friday always have sth on (public holiday)
everyday is packed with sth, and my friend say guides nearly everyday free...
NOT TRUE LOR!!!

wahaha... i gt sth planned for the nxt few wks
wahaha... i m starting to feel the pressure, the stress~
wahaha... i may faint very soon...
wahaha... i m so tired
wahaha...i wan holiday
NOW!

2009-04-06T19:59:00.004+08:00

to begin with...

today was so-so, maybe below average...

i failed my bio test... and i m the only failure too...lol....the qns were all gone thru by the teacher, & still i fail...~[only told my mother the ver very 1st part] so SHHH~ and i still FEEL alright, didnt go all depressed just cos i failed my bio!!!
luckily my ambition is not a doctor or sth to do with medical purposes
Jiayi u must be so proud of me rite??:)

the weather is so damn hot today...so tired everyday...zzz
busy rushing so many things...zzz
argh....

good lor, jiayi can slack all she wants, at home:(

2009-04-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

ah~ today is such a good day~ [aft sch]

tmr sports day...they changed to a new venue which is unknown to me.. Yio Chu Kang Stadium, lesser events, dismissal earlier:) sadly, still have COH.. having duty tmr, my fav duty, prize stewardess~~~ not that i have done other jobs before-.-

watch Boys Over Flowers last ep ytd (skipped to the very very last part)... WTH la!!!! y did it end tt way?? o well just a show.... it was a happy ending anyway:) JiHoo~WonBin~YiJeong~JunPyo~yay~~~ too cute too be true>.<
drama finally ended...

my honey water taste weird... [random sentence]

2009-03-31T19:49:00.002+08:00

so sad, kuan fei gt admitted in the hospital:( hope he gets well soon:)

haiz.... i rushed through my tuition work today at abt 1515, everything was going along the plan, had half more hour to write my compo blah blah...till i received a sms frm my cousin cum teacher she was coming at 1530.. which gave me only 15 mins to write a compo-.- i was like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg...in the end i managed to finish, but it came back with lots of red marks...lol. my cousin even joked "did u rushed the compo last night like 3am?" more like 3pm-.- i must be the first one to do my work in this manner...

i feel like i m lagging behind my homework..i gt no mood to study at all..i cant b bothered with my homework too:) each day passes so far...

JIAYI!~~ BY THE END OF NEXT FRIDAY, I M PROUD + embarass TO SAY THAT I DID NT ATTEND GUIDES MEETING FOR THE PAST 5 WEEKS!! WOOTS~PRO RIGHT?!

so bloody hell...so busy the next 2 wks with some things...this fri sports day le, so fast...nxt fri dunno whther bbq...haiz...so busy...

2009-03-29T14:32:00.003+08:00

i did so many weird things aft camp...

i just remember when i came back from camp on fri i took a nap...not tt taking a nap is a very big thing but i sort of sleep talk-.- i thot 3A, all my classmates were beside me... then we were doing the stacking of hands thing which followed "3A!~", this is when i put my hands in mid air doing the action...i was actually half awake, considering tt i remember wat i actually did...& i still continued to do even if i was awake-.- ytd in the morning, still lying on bed, suddenly thot of the fun memories/time i had in camp, i actually teared-.-OMG, going crazy soon...

ytd my bro so randomly told me tt Manchester United have a Korean player 0.O how random:))) i met more random ppl anyway, especially in camp... plus in camp there was a new tcher in charge of my class, his first day of sch was in camp-.- so unlucky... find him quite weird, he talk quite random, allowing "crows fly(ing) across the sky"..thats a new phrase i learnt in camp, lol la...at least its breaks the weird atmosphere...

went to cut my hair this morning (first time initated to my parents i wanna cut hair)...i lost a lot of hairT.T my hair is damn 'thin', my ponytail turned out very small, nt much hairT.T my fringe became very short too...at first i asked till the eyebrow, and my fringe to be cut slightly slanted, but nt happy with 1 side, so the person kept cutting & cutting, till i was fed up with slanted, so i asked for straight, which ended up uneven T.T...who cares...my hair will grow (trying to think positively)...

my mother gt me Breaking Dawn:) i have completed the twilight saga...but heard there's a 5th 1 coming outT.T don't tell me tht is true... feeling hungry now...lets eat healthy, lets eat cornflakes with milk! :)

2009-03-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

SHE IS FINALLY BACK!!!~ O YEAH! from LIVE! OPERATION'09

had i mention how fun was the camp?! did i mention how much i love & enjoyed the camp?! had i also mention that the camp food was SUPERB?! DID I EVEN EVER MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE 3A'09?!! woots~ get high!! o yea~ & for the 1st time it's nt a sacarstic comment on camps!!!

omo...i gt high this few days...this a rare behaviour u can expect frm me:) i did many things in this camp that i never did in other camps, i m proud to say that i gave more than a 100% in this camp^^ although i didn't really enjoy the sleeping process in camp, still there are plenty of reasons y i love, LOVE, L-O-V-E, the camp so much:) here are the reasons:

1.The whole class gt damn high everyday, even during physical training
2.The class was really, REALLY, R-E-A-L-L-Y bonded, we sang songs&cheers everywhere we go
3.The food was superb, SUPERB, S-U-P-E-R-B, especially the millitary rations, CEREAL BAR:) (we should get this in guides camp...)
4.It was ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE:), we even enjoyed doing pumpings
5.Our class had fun while having discipline:) we had drill, YAY^^
6.We love our Platoon Mentors (Su&Jace):)
7.We entertain ourselves with pole(more of a pillar...) dancing in the evening
8.Mrs Quek brought lots of snacks for supper, so kind of her:) yeap, our class loves her too:)
9.Our another form of entertainment during the day was skits played by the other Platoon Mentors^^
10.I actually get to bathe everyday at the campsite~woots~
11.We graduated the camp with PRIDE^^

i dun mind typing down wat i did during 3D2N camp, its worth typing since it brings back all the fond memories:) + i wan to make my post super long...

1st Day:

i didnt even want to think abt camp especially when i was going to BMT camp-.- that was what i think in the FIRST PLACE...

aft introducing the PMs to respective classes, we started doing some ice breakers... actually my class was slacking for 1 hour bfore the my group's PM said we should play a game... we were the last class to arrive at the campsite, the place was located at the qian hu fish farm area, it was called the Singapore Vision Farm...indeed, the place smells like a farm/zoo.. can't say the word T-R-Y, IDK...since EVERY ACTION HAVE A CONSEQUENCE

our first activity was combined with 3B, we had to do 120 sucide runs in 50mins, and we did it in 30 mins ++ yay~

LUNCH-- NICE^^

did basic drill~ I LOVE DRILL!~ did many pumpings..

memory game, memorise 30 words... statue/encyclopeida/crown/hyperbola/janitor/umbrella/fluorine/oak tree/photosynthesis/banana/fan/hair/glucose/policeman/zoo/handphone/Japan/management/lungs/
paramiswara/bun/shoe/tree/door/hive/sticks/heaven/(can't remember)/wine/hens

had water activity indoors cos raining heavily, so fun, but my back ached cos of tt-.-
everyone was cold and shivering aft the activity, so we cuddled each other with the whole class and dance "bilibanjang"...

had dinner, bathed...............

At nite, had POD(or was it POP), WOOTS GRADUATED FOR BMT~

supper//reflection//sleep

2nd day:

woke up at 0530, stand by bed(i dun really like this part>.<)0630...//PT

we had to do 1600 success claps, but was discounted off to 1100 success claps, PMs told us to do it with a SMILE... o yea, we really had a "great" time, everybody was like "omg lend me ur shoulder for my arms" aft every 100 success claps..

breakfast (cereal bar!)// station recce

actually did nt no wat was the recce for-.- had to find this holy land outside of the campsite... carried so many things while walking to this holy land, 1L water bottle, booklet+pen, & our military ration(lunch actually...)... the holy land was a Mosque, did cheer outside of it then walked back to campsite.

Postman walk (didnt play it due to time constraint, those who played had big blisters... but GOOD JOB~)//lunch

played battleships or dead man's chest watever it is....our group lost our teritory & battleship aft playing 2 games straight wif other groups-.- luckily had allies (another group from 3A), they gave us 1 of their teritory, which USED to be our group's teritory, think we borrowed their battleships too... actually, i dun even think u can form allies la...u had to go to the dead man's chest to do forfeit(150 success claps) to gt back a land or battleship... in the end we worked tgt as a class and won 6 battleships and own 2 lands:) woots~ i didnt really do much...i was protecting/slacking (at) our teritory

had VICTORY MARCH later, 8km walk... tains our perseverance, discipline, so on... picked up $1 on the way, i thot it belonged to Agnes but nt hers so kept it... PROUD TO SAY THAT SINGAPORE IS NT SMALL TO ME~ only our class sang & cheer during the march-.-

bath time//dinner//final cheer preparation// pole(pillar) dance...played guessing game in the mid of slacking time, won most of the games, YAY~^^

had campfire, no fire, nt sure wat to call tt... but 1st our graduation ceremony^^ *CLAP**CLAP*, 3A~ we dismissed only at 11++... supper, ate the snacks brought by Mrs Quek..

sleep.

3rd day:

woke up at 0715, pack up~

breakfast, area cleaning, boys did most of the work...girls used their eye power to find for rubbish^^ then spent the the time talking to Joey...its more of a gathering than a area cleaning-.-

appreciation talk... gave appreciation letters to each other:)

last time with PMs, most of the girls cried... i teared a bit only... then left the campsite, we keep
singing and cheering in the bus...high till the end~

at sch, we did the last cheer/drill/pumpings/water parade to leave a memory:) only our class did tt ba..

-END-(many mosquitoe bites..grr..)

APPRECIATION LETTERS

Dear Jiayi

I appreciate you because
you brought joy/care/slackness wherever you go.
You even created a Slackers' Club in GG, but still unclear of who is the CEO...
I recommend you our GG jnrs(found in sec 2s), they are hard-core slackers:)
Hope your club still runs on:)
LOVE<3 YanYing:)

Dear Joey

I appreciate you because
you are a good friend indeed:)
we share joy and most of the pain together:)
Thanks for sharing gd stuffs with me too~
LOVE<3 YanYing:)

Dear Fong Ning

I appreciate you because
you tried your best in matchmaking us, innocent GG jnrs/snrs
to some stranger in school, which i don't think it worked really well...
I m really GLAD that you are studying really hard for upcoming 'O' levels:),
as this gives u less chance to matchmake us again:)
LOVE<3 YanYing

-Longest post evero.0

2009-03-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

Jia yi went to her poly orientation camp today.....no one to talk with me for now....

i'll be going to level camp tmr anyway T.T...haven't pack yet...planning to watch shows 1st then pack my bag b4 2100...i basically planned what i m going to do for the next few hours till my sleep... BMT camp...how long did i not have training camp? 2 yrs ago ba..... T.T i REALLY REALLY hope i will enjoy the camp this wk... hence, i must think positively...haiz...i think 3 days would pass by very fly... LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY^^ jia you!

shall not waste time... do wat i wan to do now:)

2009-03-18T16:15:00.002+08:00

too lazy to blog this few days........

went to FGS to do job wk... clean the scouts/guides rm, ironically i dun clean my own guides/scout rm-.-...their room has such a big open space la....u can basically do skipping or make gadgets in there, in the rm itself la.....while our rm is so cram, let alone 2 pple cramming on the imaginary walkway... they also had plenty of rescources, plus most of them are NEW, havent even open yet, eg) sleeping bags, sleeping mats, 1 whole cabinet of twines :O! (i saw 3 balls of twines in a packet with a "Happy Teachers' Day" written on a piece of paper, do they give twines to the teacher???lol) they also had 3 tubes of glow-sticks, i played with 2 tubes, actually they sort of "expire" already, as none of them really glow...so i went breaking all the stick in 1 go, and the MF scout leader called me a sadist-.-''' after the whole cleaning, the staff treated us to Sakura for lunch, i thot it was a japanese restaurant at first, turns out to b a chinese thai restaurant 0.o joey and andre keep arguing over sth (abt topic: childish [her] & [him]), which basically implicated me & lin hui..... o well as least they "tried" to brighten up the whole atmosphere^^

done here...so much homework waiting for me to touch them, but i cant really b bothered......

SUBJECTS WHICH HAF HOLIDAY HOMEWORK:
Chinese: not done
English: not done
Physics: DONE
Biology: DONE
Chemistry: not done
EMath: DONE (i think...)
AMath: 1/2 way done, but left many blanks...

2009-03-13T18:42:00.003+08:00

YTD:

WTH la...train so hard for speech day dry weather, end up rain ytd-.- IDIOT!! GRR.... felt like crying ytd la.....zzzzzzzz.......freak.....jefauhggiuhvhn........grrrr........stupid.......... dun think wanna elaborate too much abt ytd...... at least there was a dry-run...but still...GRR..DAMN PISSED OFF!!!
went to serve food in the VIP area...its nt much difference from the ordinary booth-.- just tt VIP area use nicer plates, wine glass, & have decorations around the table...+the tchers keep eating the food in front of me when the VIPs are nt even down yet-.- finished the whole serving thing by 8.30pm, left a lot of food, everybody present there went on a MASSIVE take-out...show the Singaporean Spirit~ lol

reached home at 9(so late).. then rushed through homework while chatting online(discussing sth which ended up to nowhere)...everybody was multi-tasking last night^^

TODAY:

went to sch early for physics, but saw many ppl were moving tables & chairs in the canteen, which ended up helping the sch to carry down the flower pots left behind in the hall frm ytd speech day...

gt back my report bk today, wth la...all my subjects the percentile damn low la....zzz...& my HCL needs special attention...seriously.....

during recess found out tt today did nt haf guides meeting. therefore, went to the last minute Minds Meeting organised by the "goat", which did nt turned up in the end-.- o & there was 1 part, joey made me laugh like crazy(cos of a piece of paper which looked like a underwear), till i fall off a bench..really stupid though, still funny:))) joey also named the 3 scouts watermelon...
1 the skin, 1 the flesh, 1 the seed...ROFL^^ then the whole "war" came up...in the end nth came up just the emcees 4 the proposed cf-.-,which was ALREADY decided ytd nite...

went to opp coffee shop with jiayi & joey, isabelle came later, & we sat there talking 4 2 hours....PLUS fn suddenly attacked me on my head with 2 THICK PURE SCIENCES books, from behind...which hurts damn badly...this is the kind of snr i haf, my life is so bitter...

went to eat my lollipop just now, aft eating 3/4 of it, was shocked and disgusted...there was ants in the stick...wth la...i think i ate 1 of the ant-.- then i threw it away...worst experience on sweets

bro went to npcc camp, which means i gt to play his DS & com without fighting for it~yay me!^^
still haf so many things waiting 4 me to do...my life is packed with life
haiz, gt so mucch homework during the 1 wk holiday....dunno whether can finish...zzz....

so hungry now...waiting for mother to come back

2009-03-11T19:02:00.002+08:00

today was such a "sweet" day^^... our class won sweets/chocolates/lollipop frm the math & sci wk, my class was busy distributing sweets/chocolates/lollipops around:) then at SPR, the person-in-charge of whole speech day, treat everybody sweets...so, many "sweet" benefits today..
still, suffered a bit today..ran 2.4km...sucks like hell....my leg was burning as if on fire, my face was pale (seems like i m going to faint soon)...i came in 33rd in my whole class, pro rite:) i think i failed by 7s...stupid 7s-.- zzzzz

tmr is finally the BIG day:) HURRAY~ SPEECH DAY:)))) ,1 of my fav events of the year^^ i hate to wear the gloves though...it made my hands feel numb, plus i think i cant fell my own fingers-.-

did jiayi enjoyed my picture specially made 4 her?^^lol.

2009-03-08T19:00:00.003+08:00

saw a rat ytd...IN MY HOUSE...freaking big...it frightened me SINCE i just came back frm the hospital and wanted to use the bathrm....i screamed like hell, 2 loud pitches... the rat just dashed like tt...OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG. then my mom went crazy too...the rat then went into hiding, the hole created by HIM (assuming is a he-rat), he bit my house's water pipe & the gutter...SCARY ENOUGH...

haven finish my h/w...haf to face a wk of speech day rehearsals....waaaaa~ trying to force a smile here...spent 1/4 of my day playing my bro's DS, too addictive:)

no GREAT passion in that....

2009-03-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

wont elaborate much abt today...

actually i totally forgot what i want to type....zzzzz
o well, my brain is lagging today.....isn't functioning as usual....

did NRIC registration today...everybody was just cutting queue, heck care, actually there was no proper queuing system in a com lab-.- everybody from different class didn't follow the schedule allocated for them, heck care, in the end caused a congestion in & out..

go do other things le...
mmm..ribena^^

SURVIVOR!!!

2009-03-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

wa my back is aching~
went to zoo in the afternn...... had sms zoo trail....in conjuction with the math & sci wk...
waa~ my shoulder is aching due to my HEAVY sch bag i brought around the zoo...zzz...so pain......so tired.....
but yay! my grp manage to fiinish all 8 qn~^^ 3 cheers~!! heard frm joey tt her group is still at qn 1 when we finish all 8 qn le-.-LOL.

just found out today, tt nxt wk's speech day is in the evening le...tt means marching is also in the evening-.-is it??? dun tell me haf to study in the morning first?!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ WHERE GT SUCH THING??? it must b gd news 4 jiayi ba...dun haf to take leave...can come straight away aft work...[is it, jiayi?] anyway i dun even think her company really need her-.-

haiz..haf to wait 4 ppl to talk abt IPW...
ㅋㅋㅋ~

2009-03-03T20:22:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAH~ MY INTERNET IS FINALLY BACK!
can it go any bigger??

i have so many things to write, to express under the past few DAYS...

last WED: heavy rain, horrible thunderstorms... which cut off my MiO line [this means my internet connection & phone line were cut off], this was kinda irony... it only happened to my house-.= my dad told me to better get used to this as they were going to cancel all phone lines in the future...(IS TT EVEN POSSIBLE?!) therefore, ppl contacted me through HP the past few days...
*i dunno wat i did...but i activated sth in the com such tt my keyboard can type korean & japanese characters X3...

Last THURS: SDR...nth much to mention....cos i cant really remember wat happened on tt day...no funny/weird things encountered...

last FRI: GG meeting... gt pissed off in every part of the meeting:) jolin said i was scary bcos i was very fierce during drill time...lol... the "fierceness" is coming out of me...I M GROWING UP^^

last SAT: brought the sec 1s & some sec 2s to Golden mile complex to buy boots, then went to J8 to do some window shopping...anyway remembered there was this voluntary event held at J8,[Youth got heart] (was it??), met JIAYI lao ren...haiz...she is slacking again...
its kinda scary to see so many teenagers from diff schs down there...nt used to it....

last SUN: cant remember anything done on tt day...

ytd: nth gd to b mentioned...

today: SDR again....gt used to the pole le ba...nth much to complain...
o ya, gt back physics paper...FINALLY, I WAITED THIS DAY TILL MY NECK GREW SO LONG...unfortunately, sth unexpected, sth tt pissed me off, nt tt i fail my physics test, but THE TOTAL MARKS IS NT THERE!!! our graph marks r still missing......it takes so long to find out 1 paper's marks...zzz.... plus i havent even gt back my physics class test, which i waited for more than 1 mth i think...

MY INTERNET IS FINALLY BACK^^OLAY~
ㅋㅋㅋ~...

2009-02-24T19:18:00.003+08:00

AHHHHH!!! my muscle on my right arm is slightly bigger than my left...OMG!!!
it's so tired to be the flag bearer...my arm basically shaked if i hold the pole too long in a horizontal way...zzz....

we have no power
they^ have no discipline
haha...we are soon "overthrown" by them^,
we "overthrow" them* le-.- [the world goes around, comes back around]
they* have no responsibility
a saddening fact
we are angry at them*

i haven touch my homework yet...die....
gonna~ bathe first

HURRAY! MY ENGLISH PASSED BY 1 MARK~
lucky must be my middle nameXD

2009-02-23T19:05:00.002+08:00

haha..i failed my english...
which made me teared in sch (since my good/close friends around me passed)...
quite upset with the marks actually...my class is seriously too strong....XD
o well 22 out of 39 ppl failed english.. is this sth to cheer???
my mother kept nagging at me just now...my fate with english is now getting tuition...haiz....
ENGLISH TUITION HERE I COME~ CATCH ME!!!

i m still depressed even if my emath scored full marks.......
i think tt i gt this streak of winning someone but not strong enough...
haiz...i go & watch my videos to cheer me up ba.........

but 1st must send quotations to the "head"

yy fighting!
stay happy^^
wonder can this words can really make me happier

2009-02-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

watched videos since 7 till now.

i think my left eye is swollen, but it's nt the reason that i used the com too long.
it felt swollen since ytd, but it doesnt show any signs of being swollen-.-
i just think it's swollen, plus when it hurts a little when i touch it.

went to SIS today to celebrate Thinking Day... it ended earlier than the previous years...
i think our guides company was kinda pathetic in the stadium compared to other schs sitting around us have 2 companies (which is FREAKING huge)... our company just occupied 2 rows, there r still empty seats, to be clear....while others they occupied the least 5, most they occupied the whole column including a few more rows...that's how scary it is... o well, only 16 out of 43 came...SADDENING..

i might go crazy anytime.........so many things are waiting for me to do....and friends keep stressing me to do (nt very important) stuff [when i agreed to do other work].....my life is very depressing some how......................... fret nt, tmr WILL be a better day! at least, i hope, it should, it will, it must~ can i be committed in CCA instead of IPW???

2009-02-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

i'm tired now. (but still going to use com till my bro comes back.)

cos i woke up early today.

so i won't blog too much.

cos i m lazy.

and the blogskin, wait till i wanna change.

jiayi, sry la...

tatas.

2009-02-15T13:25:00.003+08:00

went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital last night...
happy that my grandfather is doing fine^^he's quite alert^^
but i felt like crying when he took out his dentures... o well, i'm quite emotional the past few weeks, dunno y too...if i think of sad things or i feel that i m in a difficult position, i can cry easily... joey even asked me to consult a shrink-.- I FINALLY FOUND ECLISPE

i was so pissed off on Friday....我一直在捶心肝。。。(be it in acadamics or CCA)
FINALLY...teacher finally finished going through a paper which consists of 26 qns aft the 8 periods of physics!!!
there was some miscommunications during CCA...i was very "pek cek" at the beginning of guides & at the end of guides...我又在捶心肝。。。
BYE "BOUGAINVILLA"....I THINK I MIGHT WANNA REVIVE THE PATROL NXT YEAR...C IF I EVEN HAF THE ABILITY TO DO SO...-.-

looking forward to speech day:) 1st rehearsal on tuesday><
anyway....y cant the whole company join in during speech day?! so weird if only 10 ppl in a squad...but i think i no the reason behind it... they want QUALITY not QUANTITY...ya me too...judging by our poor/below average standard on drill...i really wan QUALITY this time....

QUALITY~QUALITY~QUALITY!

2009-02-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

happy (early) vday^^

we did IPP in sch today...it was so damn hot la.....then the our class used files to fan ourselves...lol.when the whole drill finished(aft 1h), everybody quickly took out the masking tapes from the door & rushed outside..and OMG...i felt like i was in a air-con room when i stepped outside of the class...i can say for once that Singapore is not a hot country.... the whole process was not too bad...everybody in sch cheered aft the whole drill was over.

How to appreciate a hot weather like in Singapore (only crazy ppl do this for fun...):
1. seal up the whole room such that there would not b any air ventilation (turn off electrical appliances EG. air-con, fan)
2. stay in the rm for abt 1 hour (if alone, >1h), the more the "merrier"
3. aft a period of time, step out of the rm....
4.GD WEATHER^^

i was pissed off at the starting of GG meeting.....
so sad...Bougainvilla is gone...T.T
JIA YI...THE TRADITION OF COMMANDERS FROM BOUGAINVILLA HAS DISAPPERED... SO SAD..
so tired...nxt wk still gt so many events even if its common test week.......

2009-02-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

wa...heavy rain today...my things INSIDE my bag were all wet....zzzz
my GG funfair coupons...ahh....(JIA YI WANNA BUY???)

today had amath re-test...zz...i feel like the previous paper was some how easier....
but.....i dunno how to do 1 qn...& i found out i did it completly wrong...so 5 marks flew off...bye~
- careless mistakes...bye~....i think i did worse than my 1st paper ba......
back home, my mother did some kind of "counselling" to me, abt studies, maths, she asked me whether i would b the last bottom of the class this year, nope i so will not be the bottom of the class!
then asked her 1 qn frm the math paper...so she did it.........& i confirmed my qn...that i really did wrong........my algebra skills are so rusty

brought the sec 1s to GG HQ...quite chaotic in there.....but much better later on....

seriously...i m nt happy with things are handled in my surroundings...i m nt happy with everything.....(must be too much stress ba...is it??? but i watch tv whole day eh...zzzzzz)
haix...wat a looooooooooooooooong day today...

wa just now on tv manage to spot one of my fav MVs...but then accidentally click another ch, so faster changed it back...who knows...it was the ending of the song-.- everybody, 1 by 1, stood up & left...-.- is like wth...........then change another ch...the song title was "i hate this part" by PCD...yep i really hate that part just now...

tmr is thurs, the day aft tmr is fri, weekend passes in a blink of an eye, & hurray, is common test wk~ the sec 1s take it as if like EOY-.-

2009-02-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

o well... had 3 tests today...history gt postponed 2 wks later
tmr gt amath re-test...
i m currently living in the world of tests.....

phew..i managed to survive my 3 tests today...but i found out i had a few careless mistakes in physics tests...
1st: i didn't no/forgotton how to find average velocity...its quite stupid of me, when the ans is somehow in front of me-.-
2nd: i dunno wat is retardation, i guess it's deceleration...
3rd: i dunno wat does the ratchet do on the micrometer screw gauge...i guess is to reduce the pressure acting on the measured object...
4th: i didn't read the qn properly...i just saw a 'nano' word, and i wrote the ans 10 to the power of -9, which i think the ans is wrong-.-

bio test came from the 10-years series book.....some questions were repeat-.- quite fustrating to write answers over & over again....plus i didn't really read on the specialised cells...so i dunno how to ans xylem & root hair cell.....

sup~

2009-02-09T18:46:00.002+08:00

Guess wat?! i have 4, FOUR, FOUR, FOUR, tests tmr...
siao liao..........
whee~
2 tests before recess, another 2 tests after recess...
arent they "kind", such that i keep my tests 'balanced' at a day...how thoughtful-.-
which student has 4 tests in a day?! (excluding me and ppl who takes EXACTLY the same subjects as me)

the eclispe book sooooooooooo hard to find....i asked my dad to find(out of stocked)...i went popular to find,they said first row, but its just twilight & new moon...

class was relativly fun today............had some funny moments:)

wahahahahahahah..i spotted the mirotic mv on tv^^ & this time is full mv...nt half way~!!!i kept smiling to myself...nvm! i think i m weird anyway....i have weird behaviour i dun think anybody knows except for my bro...

i guess tmr will be a busy day...4 tests, chem presentation...woah busy busy busy...
i will be prepared to face it with a "BIG" smile on my face
i foresee that my mood tmr should be thunderstorms with rain...a tornado may even rise...

i m so weird..

2009-02-07T10:09:00.002+08:00

so busy this wk.....gt so many practice to do...........
2 mre wks to common test...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
still gt so many projects going on...........

yanying(: said:
jiayi should like, say," hi!!! i m ur ex snr...a very KIND snr...my name is JY.....i will treat u very gd...cos i m simple minded & easily bullied...but beware, if u hit me i will use x2 force to hit back."

.::JiA Yi::. said:
zzz but quite true hor

wahahaha~

my chores today: finish emath practices
try to finish chem report....

ka~

2009-02-05T18:42:00.003+08:00

MY weather report: Thunderstorms and rain whole morning
Cloudy by 1 o' clock
Sun appeared by the late aftnn

the day didnt start well for me today.....i dunno y...just in a bad mood......

1. i was running out of time in the morning
2. i cant find any of my ankle socks, as a result, i had to wear longer socks..
3. the socks were making me irritated since every step i made, it "goes" higher
4. i nearly step on a digusting poo...

the day got worse aft physics class....
reason: i was a having hard time paying attention to free fall acceleration & zhi xin, at the back, keep asking me whether i understand...in the end i gt into a sian mood...then it was emath lesson & we had a test...not sure if i was correct for some questions...then zhi xin keep saying she fail le...that made my mood worse when i was fustrated enough-.-

my mood came back during chemistry class:) i was feeling better.......

(just heard that there are still 2 rats living here...KILL/GET RID or wadever as long as it dun eat my snacks..)

i just found out how to change the audio of the korean dramas...i feel like a GENIUS~
even if it was in korean language...i actually understand (a little bit) what they were saying^^ might had been the influence of watching may korean shows last year....well nt too bad:)

i like my new channels^^
yay speech day is coming soon~^^
i bet i will only know the details next wk..since i heard the speech day meeting is tmr only.....

my teacher say MUST ASK STUPID QUESTIONS IN ORDER TO TOP THE CLASS...
i should consider this tactic...

2009-02-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

having high blood surgar content today..
i m going crazy on sweet stuff this afternn...
i just kept stuffing myself chocolate gold coins:)
they taste gd! <3 milk chocolate^^
usually i have bad impression on chocolate gold coins...cos it doesnt taste gd...
but these does~^^ maybe cos its from Umeya...their candies are yummy:)

my green tea cookies are finished...noooooo~i didnt even eat the last 1...when will i ever meet green tea cookies ever again???T.T

ugh..my whole mouth feels sweet now..zzz...feeling a bit giddy too...shouldnt have eaten so much candies....-.-

so many tests coming & i haven start reading..whee^^

wahh~~~ i caught wrong number mv on the tv...woots~~
but its was going to finish..i watched less than a minute-.-

ai-(ee)-shi-(i)-te-ru
AISSH~
WAH!!
WHEE
KAAAAAAAA!
playing with sound words...

2009-02-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

so full....

so many tests coming.zzzzzzzz.
this wk gt 3 more tests..
nxt wk another 1....
following wk common tests.
sian diao........

can a "happy man" ever gt angry? he 'brightens' up the whole class...^^

wa..i gt so many channels(100+)^^ but its only temporary......
will be 20+ channels soon...so i must 尽量看多一点 korean channel^^
i cant catch up with homework:( not tt i cant...but i push all my h/w last minute....sad....later got to finish bio & history, plus readin chem since i haf a test tmr.........

waa....................i wan to talk to jiayi,...

2009-02-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

i feel like i had put on weight again...zzz

wow i passed my amath test...
somehow a miracle...
though its just a borderline pass...

there are ppl fixing the cable now...whee..gd reception for tv^^
cant wait to watch the new channels tonight:)

nth else to say-.-

2009-01-29T17:21:00.002+08:00

today had amath test...
i can proudly say tt i will fail...
wow 1st test & i m gonna fail it~
new record....if i passed it...it mmust b a miracle...
now haf to think how to break this news to my mother...............

today during chem...did crystalisation^^
i can proudly say tt my crystal doesnt even look look like crystal...
it looks a bit only...compared to others...mine looks like powder...
when i brought it back home, due to it is smashed between books, my crystal really became powder...blue powder which reminds me or washing powder-.-

now got to rush the logo~

2009-01-27T18:41:00.001+08:00

haiz...2days of CNY just passed like this....
my ang bao seems to haf shrink....sadly...

lol...my bro told me abt his dream just now...
he dreamt of DBSK...EVEN UNBELIEVABLE LA~
its was so funny...y did he even dream of tt..lol...
JIAYI LAO REN---------i m nt the ONLY one to dream tt...

tmr haf sch le....haven finish my h/w yet :P
gotta rush lo.......

2009-01-25T17:09:00.002+08:00

yay~ my maid gt rid of the rat living in the hse this morning....
but it was quite chaotic....my mother kept shouting in fear....luckily my maid's action was fast enough to catch the rat...even my dad was amazed by her actions...
heard that the rat's head was chopped off...poor thing....
is this suppose to b a sign? gt rid of the rat and ready to welcome the ox??? lol...mayb will find an ox living in my hse 1 day......

finish half of my h/w le^.^^.^
reunion dinner going to start soon.......waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
tmr cny ler............:)

1 MORE DAY TO CNY...^^