watched videos since 7 till now.

i think my left eye is swollen, but it's nt the reason that i used the com too long.
it felt swollen since ytd, but it doesnt show any signs of being swollen-.-
i just think it's swollen, plus when it hurts a little when i touch it.

went to SIS today to celebrate Thinking Day... it ended earlier than the previous years...
i think our guides company was kinda pathetic in the stadium compared to other schs sitting around us have 2 companies (which is FREAKING huge)... our company just occupied 2 rows, there r still empty seats, to be clear....while others they occupied the least 5, most they occupied the whole column including a few more rows...that's how scary it is... o well, only 16 out of 43 came...SADDENING..

i might go crazy anytime.........so many things are waiting for me to do....and friends keep stressing me to do (nt very important) stuff [when i agreed to do other work].....my life is very depressing some how......................... fret nt, tmr WILL be a better day! at least, i hope, it should, it will, it must~ can i be committed in CCA instead of IPW???