♪千年恋うた‎‎ ~ 하하~

Saturday, May 30, 2009

@ 12:55 PM

lalala~
collected my report book just now~
ranked 18 in class...
wahahahaha~

ytd principal gave a talk to the whole sch...she mentioned about our CCAs achievements
performing arts haf their SYF awards...
uniform groups haf their unit awards...
hahaha...she went into detailed for UGs-.-
"our uniform groups have also done well in the unit awards"
my head was down, and i went sacarstic laughing, zhi xin patted my back
pricipal then continued, "maybe except 1"
wahahahahaha~~~ such a statement-.-
i went even sacarstic laughing away...

spent 3 hours watching WGM ytd:) funny^^
enjoed whole process:))))

maid flying off tmr, will be back 2 wks later...
so basically, i have to do housework for the next 2 wks, considering my first wk is NEARLY free fr sch.... at least i won't die of boredom during holiday now...

Thursday, May 28, 2009

@ 3:33 PM

wa.... tchers gave so many holiday homeworkT-T
even if their bodies were nt in our class, they still remembered to give us holiday homeworkT.T
plus there are extra lessons during the holidays T.T
i have to go back to sch every wk T.T
2nd & 3rd wk have lessons, 1st & last wk actually have nth, thot can slack on those wks
4th wk haf to go back to sch cos gt this rehearsal for the handing down thing...
i SERIOUSLY have nth on the first wk la, just becos somebody lied/cheated on me, i have to go back-.- zzzzzzzzz........ which is literally stupid...

today had no extra lesson, so came back early...i didn't no that i haf been dreaming for a long time, that the time flies so fast=.=

just did a bit of guides admin stuff.....especially on cf...
i m QM for camp^^ i control the food! yay! starve the jnrs~ olay!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

@ 7:13 PM

let's do some compare & constrast^^ abv is the dance version and the bottom is the drama version:) i like the drama version actually:) i like ow it continue moving here & there etc.:)))))))

ytd my com"s keyboard failed me & my bro-.- it spoilt for some unknown reason... {fortunately}, my mom replaced it. UNFORTUNATELY, sme of the keys in the new keyboard does not work on the internet-.- i have to do a tedious way in order for me to use it-.-ZZZ
anyway, i used my com as usual ytd, i didn"t no there was sth called the soft keyboard at tt time... i do a stupid way in order to type 1 url... by copy & paste every alphabet from a website...took me 15 mins to get an url out... aft typing so hard...my com actually hanged-.- which is really stupid........ZZZ

gd news!!! My tuition tcher actually forgot abt the homework she gave last tuition!!! nt mentioning tt i actually misplaced tt w/s

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

@ 8:20 PM

today is e learning day, but i did nt do a single e learning yet-.-
out the whole day doing projectS
but just finished the heymath assignment...

today so tired la...
first IPW, i broke the glass bottle which is needed for the experiment in the child care.. I BROKE THAT BLOODY THING... made me so guilty-.- the other members then ran out finding more glass bottles=.= then they keep emphasising abt the BLOODY GLASS BOTTLE to me just to make me feel guilty-.- in the end it really made me VERY GUILTY...

secondly, went for the MINDS project. saw the banner, and a peek of the shirts..the shirts are very orangy...cleaned up the guides room... it looks clean AFTER the scouts took out their bins... i say we can do hula hoops in there-.- dismantled many of our gadgets, by force & by saw/knife-.- wasted many twines......
BEATEN BY JIAYI LOADS OF TIMES, WHICH IS DAMN PAIN
pitched the tent, kept the tent, pitched again, kept again, pitched again, kept again..VERY IRRITATING... but i gained sth: i know more abt myself, i HATE REPETITIVE tasks... especially UNDER THE HOT SUN...
gt forced to dance hong dou at the end, just to save some jnrs in order for them to go home ASAP...

lastly, went Greenridge Sec to collect firewood... we made used of every public transport in Singapore:) first, took a bus, next, MRT to Choa Chu Kang, then took LRT to Bangkit... i finally understand why LRT is not constructed everywhere in Singapore like MRT...LRT=slow roller coaster...practically gives me a headache, plus the flashing of windows just for the privacy of the HDB flats in front of the LRT... its a VERY LONG TRIP...the guides haf loads of firewoods eh:P
took a taxi back to school. the end.

crap. invitations nt done yet...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

@ 7:00 PM

:) happier with the results i received today:)
i finally understood the feeling of "competition" in class 3A, very strong...
o well, luckily my history is combined humanities, then SS marks slightly pulled it up to a B4 [i think] quite happy...

did well for eng:) nt tt well, but a B3:):):) though my compre fail by 1/2 mark [as usual], other components pulled it up:)
sciences didn't do too bad^^low A2s for physics & biology:) B3 for chem...... i sort of hoped my chem did better than the other 2 sciences, but o well... quite glad le...
this results some how brightened my mood today:) compared to ytd, today is SO MUCH BETTER:))))

left Emaths P2 to collect.....

tmr & thurs is e-learning:) but doing ipw...
fri gt NE outing:) yay...
2 more wks to sch holiday:))))

Monday, May 18, 2009

@ 7:33 PM

i m freaking sad over my results...especially history, i gt C5 for it T-T
i became emo at home...
can't b bothered to talk to anyone...
haiz................
cried a few times......
dunno whether i regretted taking triple sci...
i m so fed up with everything...
fed up with:

results
ppl
this wk's programmes planned
time
work
mayb myself
results...

everything is nt going well, nt wat i expected.......

i think i m angry of myself for nt doing well ba...i seriously do not wan to be the bottom few in this class-.-its so saddening....zzz...ppl must b thinking tt i m weird........

o glad, this 2 e-learning days will become ipw instead...s-t-u-p-i-d

how i wish its holiday right now...i can't bear to see my other results....my results seem to get worser every paper i take back...grr...i hope i gt over it soon...

i suddenly think tt this wk MINDS camp should b disaster, most probably screwed up by the service guides and service scouts......

Sunday, May 17, 2009

@ 3:35 PM

let's just do some quiz then since my weekend is so boreddd

1. Real name: Tan Yan Ying
2.Nickname: yy [dun wan to include wat my parents call me]
3. Star sign: Leo
4. Male or Female: Female
5. Primary school: Nanyang primary School
6. Secondary school: Mayflower Secondary School
7. JC/Poly: I have no idea what course m i going to take...
8. Hair colour: Black
9. Hair Long or Short: long
10. Loud or Quiet: loud with close friends, soft with strangers/weirdos
11. Sweat or Jeans: shorts?
12. Phone or Camera: Phone
13. Health freak: probably
14. Drink or Smoke: NO!
15. Do you have a crush on someone: dunno... does crushing on BOF's F4 counts?
16. Eat or Drink: eat
17. Piercings: yes, one on each side...
18. Tattoo: No
Have you ever :
19. Been in an airplane: Yes
20. Been in a relationship: No
21. Been in car accident: No, but nearly last 2 days ago.
22. Been in fist fight: yes, if with brother
First:
23. First piercing: yes
24. First best friend: yes
25. First award: 1st in class when P5 [ranked 150+ in level though]
26. First crush: should b...in primary sch
27. First vacation: malaysia
Last :
28. Last person you talked to: Father
29. Last person you texted to: Joey
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Family.
31. Last food you eat: Campbell vegetable instant soup [+cheese]
32. Last movie you watch: Xman origins
33. Last song you listen to: Forever Love [DBSK <3]
34. Last thing you bought: gas
35. Last person you hugged: mother
Favourities
36. Food(s): as long as its delicious
37. Drink(s):Coke
38. Clothing: as long as it's pretty, & my mom buys it
39. Book: Princess Diaries
40. Song: Making a Lover- SS501
41. Flowers: sunflower
42. Colour: bright colours
43. Movie: Money no enough 2
44.Phrase: dunno... "wa lao"?
45. Subjects: maths
46. Kissed in the snow: No
47. Celebrated Halloween: no
48. Have your heart broken: if results, yes
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: ya
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: ?
51. Came out of the closet: years ago
52. Gotten pregnant:NO
53. Had an abortion: -.-NO
54. Done something you have regretted: everyday
55. Broke a promise: at least once a mth
56. Hide a secret: ya
57. Pretended to be happy: sometimes
58. Meet someone who have change your life: ya
59. Pretended to be sick: ya
60. Left the country: ya
61. Tried something your normally wouldn't try & liked it: ya
62. Cried over the silliest thing: ya
63. Ran a mile: does 2.4km count?
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): no
65. Stay single the whole year: stayed single for 14 yrs 9mths
66. Eating: ?
67. Drinking: ?
68. Im about to ton: ?
69. Listening to: my bro talking to the phone
70. Plans for tomorrow: emo at one corner
72. Want kids: once i gt married
73. Want to get married: ya,most probably
74. Careers in mind: ya
75. Lips or Eyes: depends on my mood
76. Shorter or Taller: taller
77. Romantic or spontaneous:Both
78. Nice stomach or Nice Arms: -.-does it matter?
79. Sensitive or Loud: sensetive
80. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant: none
Have you ever :
82. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no
83. Ran away from home: no
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense: no, does paper gun counts?
85. Killed somebody: NO-.-
86. Broken someone heart: doubt so
87. Been arrested: NO
88. Cried when someone died: ya
Do you believe in:
89. Yourself: everyday, but nt during exams
90. Miracles: ya, probably
91. Love at first sight: ya
92. Heaven: hmm...
93. Santa Claus: No
94. Sex on the first date: NO
95. Kiss on the first date: mayb...
96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now: No
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: most probably

@ 3:29 PM

so bored during weekends....
can't get sleep during this weekend, think i m suffering fr insomnia?

so excited over CF ><... rushing through everything, that's life i say:)
so worried over results... wat if i dun reach up to my expectations?!!!! let's just cry again...

ytd watched BOF on ch U... OMG i m still going crazy over the F4...so damn cute la....i watched the first ep 3 or 4 times le X3 heh heh, can't really gt sick of it, think they just look cuter & cuter ^^

this wk is a busy wk

Friday, May 15, 2009

@ 7:49 PM

2 good news to report:)

1st:

i finished my MYE today ^^ yay~ didn't really screw today's paper

2nd:

WE ARE COMBINING CAMPFIRE WITH SCOUTS~~~ as said by Mr Gana, from Ms Ho XD
She say tt Mr Gana mentioned that the scouts now very rich, gt a lot of funds; and a boost of manpower :P HEH HEH... anyway saved a lot of money in different areas:) YAY~ i wan to do a better CF than last year, i must make it memorable FOR ME :):):)

finished the CF draft in 2h, i find myself a pro in making proposals.... my life is filled with proposals, hence, i think i gt a hang of doing proposals:)

Thursday, May 14, 2009

@ 7:20 PM

like this mv/advertisment a lot XD
since i m bored just find another fav of mine and post it again:)...

this is nice too:)

let's see, i screwed my emaths P2 today
screwed another paper again, as always...
i lost 4 marks due to carelessness
[carelessness kills me]
plus i dunno how to do a graph qn, which cost me another four marks...
zzz
i better dun flunk, if not the days ahead for me will be hard
zzz
tmr last paper, bio...
let's just screw tt 1 too

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

@ 6:55 PM

hmm..let's see....

i screwed up ytd's AMath paper...
today's chem paper was like ??? nearly dozed off while reading those qns...
so left 2 papers which are Emath P2 & bio...
the probability of screwing up another paper is quite high...especially bio, since i didnt touch the textbk for ages:)

might go crazy soon, mayb b4 the june holidays even ended...
firstly: the cf. everything is nt decided or wat, nt as plan...will soon receive scolding from the upper side
secondly: guides' camp, let's just hope there will b at least 20 guides attending it... worried that if the guides' camp news is nt spread early enough, no one will even attend this camp-.-
lastly: I SAW MANY (QUITE A FEW) COCKROACHES TODAY.. scared me a few times, my life might b shortened by tt-.-

i wan to go Uniqlo T.T SOON...

Monday, May 11, 2009

@ 3:04 PM

i think i m going to flunk all three science papers T.T

die.......................................................................................

Sunday, May 10, 2009

@ 9:00 PM

51 words

Typing Test

bored..brain not functioning well enough to study:P

@ 8:38 PM

should b studying now... but brain can't operate well during this long weekend... feel like my papers over aft phy & ss papers... no mood to study, can't study as hard as last wk...

went to youtube to find some videos, stumbled to some pro pianists playing kpop songs...so cool...even check her website where she uploaded all the score sheets...wan to play... but aft looking at the complicated notes on the score sheet, some how gt scared of it...mayb i shall try it aft my exams... lets just concentrated on studies & watching videos first:)

ms mok went through the qns on the paper on fri...but she did not return us the paper as it is the exam rule T.T, suspense is killing me for how well/bad i did T-T.... the phy lab was like a "gambling den".. for every qn, there will b some ppl saying 1 option & the other, when some one gt correct , they cheered as if struking lottery... lol. left 6 more papers....haix X3

heard from putri that Greenridge guides (or who) is sponsoring us with firewoods for campfire!! yay~ can save money on the fire committee... since we still have a few tins of kerosene in the guides rm...scouts were even amazed we gt tt much^^

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

@ 4:44 PM

doubt i will do well in SA1 ba.... the fears...the mistakes....zzz

today had physics & SS paper... SS, cant really b bothered le...
Phy still can, think its easier than the test paper la-.- unfortunately, i m the only one in class who thinks that way, unless u inlude the teachers... when all the smarties discuss abt the ans aft exam, my confidence for phy suddenly drop a few levels...-.- PLEASE let me get at least a B in physics~~~ PLEASE T-T

ytd while having chi paper, 1 teacher came and ask me for my house number for the class internal relay, as i was too focus on the paper... i thought the teacher wants me to run a relay...scared me when sports day is long long over... i was like "huh?! relay?", too shocked...

tmr no more paper:)
nxt mon public holiday:)
nxt fri last paper:)
nxt tues continue exam:(