♪千年恋うた‎‎ ~ 하하~

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

@ 6:46 PM

[i reconcile with agnes le, but the feeling is weird to be with her...]

i cried ytd...very hard summore... lynette called over to "counsel" me between the matter over me & agnes-.- dunno y when i think of that matter, i started burst into tears...no, firstly my voice became "soggy" [JIAYI U GT C ME LIKE TT B4 BA?? RMB THIS YEAR'S CAMP INSPIRE?], then woosh, my eyes became taps, cant stop crying...i think i cried for 1 hour ba... but i did experiments with crying:)lol. i checked whether my eyes were red, yep they were. i tried crying silently, made me feel more agitated. i tried crying very hard [with sounds of sadness], more tears came out & felt even hurt. lol. all u can do with tears:) think i m a sadist ba...

nxt wk is MYE...i can say i confidently that i may fail my physics...or mayb even biology-.-zzz..fingers crossed.. ya then i can cry from the beginning again~

still gt so many things to do in GG, have to prepare CF...but we havent even started anything....we just say wat we wan to do on a piece of paper & nth is carried out-.- arg invitations is due in 2 wks!! list of invitations is not even out-.- guess we are nt combining campfire with the scouts le ba..... i dun even think there is time to discuss with them or wat... i hope the campfire can b successful this year T.T

yay! received my class tee today & took class photo with it^^ cant wait for the photos to be developed X3 my class tee is P-R-E-T-T-Y, though quite plain, its still nice plus its comfortable to wear:) saw 5F's class tee, omg la, so freaking pretty & damn cute, so colourful... gt 1 monkey at the corner of the shirt :P

*stomach cramp...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

@ 7:28 PM

what day is it today? the day i offend a few ppl?

i feel like crying, i wan to let my tears flow...[just tried an experiment, i can cry under a min^^] T.T nah should scream before i cry, there's this voice stuck at my throat, in order to let it go, i first need a empty soundproof room... hence i shall put it in my wishlist...

offended agnes today..."lol"... and "yay"~ she's ignoring me.... cant help it, she irritated me first...
i dunno whther i can cope with this bloody subjects already......

had extra physics lesson till 1730...2 hours... playing whole lesson, didnt even listen what was teacher saying... my physics: doomed..... if i passed my physics paper, i may even laugh at myself...tyco lor....

so sad, Mrs Inge leaving our class, she taking a break for a year T.T...wonder who will be our next bio teacher, or mayb we will only have 1...can it be Mdm Ng?!! omg i dun mind eh...:)

*abv paragraphs does not link to each other at all
** HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAI LIN *her bear is bigger than mine though mine was more expensive-.-

Monday, April 27, 2009

@ 6:51 PM

weather is so bloody hot this few days-.-.... i sweat wherever i go/do: eat, sleep, study

just completed my NAPFA 5 stations 1 hour ago... my aim: just to pass that test, heck care whether bronze or wat.... i think i m the worst athlete in my class, mayb i really m... yay^^...
o well as long i passed the NAPFA test, i hav acheived sth this year [not tt i failed any before-.-, but my results seem to be deproving every year-.-] i think i ate a lot last december causing me to put on weight.......

still got so many things to do...i shall finish my chem ppt first, take a bath, finish my chinese and lastly study bio for tmr test.... *schedule may change without informing*

my day is always packed, cant do wat i like... actually i can which results me not doing my work or wat...zzz...how i wish time could stop...wat a unrealistic comment....... JIAYI...UR POLY NEED TO DO NAPFA TEST???

Thursday, April 23, 2009

@ 2:52 PM

i think i need a break...i started a new skill ytd: talking to cockroaches-.-
saw quite a few cockroaches ytd... but just talked to 1 only... there was one in front of my room's door, i dun dare to go in cos i scared i alert it then really go in... so i started talking to it.. more of commanding or scolding it...i even point middle finger at it... omg i was very lame last night... finally i was able to get into the room aft the cockroach moved slightly futher away from the door:) as i was closing my door, another came out of the door's hinge, of cos i shouted... luckily it went outside of my room...phew... my scream was a flat pitch... pwhooo... mayb my new hobby is to tame the cockroaches. lol. pigs fly if i did tt.

today no extra lesson so came back earlier today:) as 3/4 of the class went for chi oral :) yay~ now have to rush chem ppt....but mayb i should take a bath first

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

@ 6:48 PM

YAY~ i survived ytd's loneliness^^ because the ppl around me "entertained" me more or less, if not i tried to start a subject... wa ahhahaha, i have passed my mission^^

today's PE lesson is damn slack la.....my friends & I just walked around, played frisbee for abt 20 min, then explore the fitness room, lastly, slack.... also showed my friend Guides's notice board...so deserted-.-, in front of the fitness room...think the notice board wasn't updated for abt 3 yrs ba.... got dust all around.. and beside our notice board is the scouts..lol.. they also didnt up date for a very long time [i think :P]

assembly was fun today, a cartoonist came to showed & taught us how to draw like a pro~ he's so funny.. he's the one & only Singaporean to work in Walt Disney [is it? ath like tt ba] the way he draw is damn funny, & he keep giggling and tell some lame but funny jokes:) today's audience is so damn high la, they keep clapping & screaming for no reason [most probably is to attract attention-.-] he taught us ssome formulas in drawing, quite useful:)eg. Cute= big head+ small body. LOL, great results^^ (I CAN DRAW!)

today chi oral, i dunno whether to say it's a flop or wat-.- i think i screwed up at the last part [discussion], i dunno wat i wan saying, cant get my points rite..the teacher was like "huh? i cant understand" -.-... omg, all i wish is to pass now........................... 1 of my classmate even said to the teacher "wait, i haven't say finish" when the teacher say he can go.LOL la...
at least oral is over. next Thurs have ARTS outing~ yay...no lessons nxt thurs & fri (labour day)~ yay~woots!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

@ 5:03 PM

oof. went to Ming Xuan's BBQ party cum Birthday party on Sat... the scariest party i have ever been to... (but luckily, didnt really get into "trouble" let me explain right from the top)

Joey and me went to Thomson Plaza to get him present, it isn't very nice to go to a party empty handed...so in the end we gt him 2 bottles of sparkling juice...

reached our destination; felt bored, walked around the pool area/ went toilet
everything was very fine/ good [only me & joey talked for half of the night]
then later had a discussion between jnr abt streaming when 1 scout interupt since he eavedropped on our conversation... then left me, joey & the scout... went on a friendly discussion when another scout came to join in...putri later joined in..so we talked abt each other CCA's troubles-.- yay..share experience:) at last left 3 girls staring at the pool... this is when the horror started...

whole party went crazy, pushing 1 another into the pool-.- 3 girls just watch the fun...till 2 girls [putri & me] feel that it is unsafe to stay there and think it is time to move into a "deeper" area, which is further away from the pool... as we DID NOT want ourselves to get wet... o well, there's this stubborn girl named Joey, think our thinking is somewhat illogical, and thinks that it is safe to stay at her place. Guess what? Ming xuan lifted up her beach chair and the rest dragged her into the pool & 'SPLASH', there she is:) putri, me and three other scouts formed the ELDERLY club at the corner of the BBQ area...all of us die die also dun wan to get wet:) u can say that we are spoilsport:) watever la, i dun like pools...

played in the pool for a long time, my mother complained, saying that i stayed too long le...ask them to cut cake now... and to think the horror ended...aft singing "happy birthday", cutting the big fruit cake, taking group photo, the birthday boy started to throw cake at ppl, actually he threw a plate of cake at his snr {joey gt "creamed"}... crazy...everyone was running for their lives-.-
conclusion of his party: Good (mayb fun) but hell scary

OMG la, i m going to b so alone tmr..actually nt worried abt class time...more worried abt the skit my class is performing to the whole sch tmr..i seriously gt no comments for the script.. maybe 1... THE SCRIPT WRITERS JUST WANT THE SKIT TO B FUNNY WHEN THERE IS NO LINK TO THE THEME. tt the problem... i just want tmr to fly past me ASAP..i m nt looking forward abt tmr but just want it to fly past, as in tmr will be wednesday not tuesday...

i pray for myself nt get too lonely/dejected/bored/embarassed tmr.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

@ 6:46 PM

Did my eng speech today^^finally finished, gone~ my hands basically shaked while i was talking la... it was so damn scary-.- didnt see other's hands shaking, but some ppl's legs were shaking-.-lol. some damn pro (lijun & hewitt) they can talk without using a script...pro:)

today's history lesson was very fun:] because mrs. nathan didnt come today [not saying her lessons are boring..] 3A keep talking & laughing in the canteen, because of some samll actions and lame remarks can turn to become a funny topic:) we ended up only finishing 1 qn out of 4-5qns...i think mrs nathan may screem at us-.-

for some reason, i feel like i sometimes DO NOT exist in 3A/sch at all...2 ppl (1 current classmate, 1 ex-classmate) forgot my name today...its not a very nice feeling, they had to look at my nametag to know who i m T.T...wth la...where got such things....T.T

i just found out today, the invitation i accepted to a bbq, the bbq will be damn crowded-.- sort of regretted...i predict that i will not no 4/5 of the ppl there, yipee~

tmr gt test again, havent finish my chinese compo yet....but who cares...lol.
i m so going to b lonely nxt tuesday...Jiayi u wanna join me? :)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

@ 6:57 PM

AHAH~ I HAVE FINALLY PASSED the bloody 24 KM RUN!! BY 10 SEC!

YAY~~~OLAY~~~

o ya.. forgot to mention about the cockroach chase during tuition ytd:) my cousin was teaching me, then suddenly she saw long feelers sticking out of the door frame... it was a BIG (disgusting/scary) cockroach! she asked me whether i gt Baygon [thought she wanted me to kill it], luckily she was brave enough:) then we started chasing the cockroach, didnt no cockroach can climb the wall-.- sprayed the baygon, cockroach dropped and went to kitchen. it paused there, so sprayed some more, cockroach became dizzy. how i no? it was walking sideways^^ cousin later asked me for broom & dustpan, passed to her, and she finally swept the cockroach to the dustpan ^^ olay~ cockroach was still active despite being dizzy-.= cousin suddenly asked me to lead her to the toilet, as she wanted to flush it down o.O omg la...in the end, i saw the cockroach flushing down the spout... it was kind of wierd to see a cockroach flushing down a toilet bowl~ fun experience:]

i officially annouce that i will be all alone nxt tues...very alone...1 person T.T... my close friends are all from CIO, and they have SYF... i thought i would at least have agnes, but she gt sailing competion nxt wk T.T this means i will be alone doing everything, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ plus nxt tues haf to perform a skit during care talk...some brilliant idea from FT T.T that might be the worst tuesday for me... so alone...so lonely...so alone.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

tmr have to give speech, i m so dead... haven prepare yet-.- summore got SS test tmr, so dead again... havent study yet.... but seriously what can u study on SEQ?! o i no, CONTENTS from txtbk. zzzz...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

@ 7:28 PM

hmm... too lazy to blog this few days:] too lazy to do everything:] should be too busy le ba...:]
didn't went to 3A's BBQ last friday...bad flu, very bad flu, very very bad flu...

Mom treated whole family to (economical) buffet, Sakura, 2 days ago [sunday] the Peranakan advertistment, when the peranakan dessert is just in a small corner, which is hardly visible... didnt eat much cos already quite full, and the food was wasnt really really that good... seriously, i rather eat ice cream than to eat the food, since the ice cream is the best over there... the cheese cake looks appetizing so went to take 3 different flavours, all 3 kinda taste weird... ordered beef steak, it was a "chewing gum" beef flavoured-.- we ordered squid too, but it became prawns for no reason...

at the end there were a bit of leftovers: 1 small portion of beef steak, and 1 kueh pieti (is tt wat u call?).. + the restaurant promoting "don't waste food", and charge $5 per 100g [i think its just some out scaring only-.-]... my father started to "camouflage" the leftovers with prawn shells and plates, which was lame & funny:) the orange sorbet ice cream is the best~

received my new EZ link card today~ luckily took some pictures of my old one... i know its kind of lame but who cares~~the new ez link card looks a bit kiddy...

tmr haf guides meeting, and i m totally not looking forward to it, since i m very worried abt the ppl taking in charge tmr...haiz... fingers-crossed

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

@ 7:20 PM

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failed my 2.4 again, 2nd time this year:) my head was spinning, my throat hurts like anything, and one of my ears is blocked up..bad feeling...

dunno whether to say today's guides was a success or failure..
we did sth called P-U-N-I-S-H-M-E-N-T
new word eh? :) failure is bcos...there are still lots of room for improvement

yay nxt mon half day~ to celebrate the gd results of GCE 'O'/'N' Levels, 0920 can bae dismissed^^unfortunately, 3A have to stay back for xxtra lessons...wth...add 4 mre periods-.-
then the following mondays aft nxt... we can go to sch at 0900!!! JIA YI GD RITE??!! but dismiss at 1455, extra lessons still not included... omg la...which means very late...zzz

so busy..
everything oso wan proposal..so pek cek><
so many teachers also wan to have xtra lessons everyday since we missed alot on fridays...when friday always have sth on (public holiday)
everyday is packed with sth, and my friend say guides nearly everyday free...
NOT TRUE LOR!!!

wahaha... i gt sth planned for the nxt few wks
wahaha... i m starting to feel the pressure, the stress~
wahaha... i may faint very soon...
wahaha... i m so tired
wahaha...i wan holiday
NOW!

Monday, April 6, 2009

@ 7:59 PM

to begin with...

today was so-so, maybe below average...

i failed my bio test... and i m the only failure too...lol....the qns were all gone thru by the teacher, & still i fail...~[only told my mother the ver very 1st part] so SHHH~ and i still FEEL alright, didnt go all depressed just cos i failed my bio!!!
luckily my ambition is not a doctor or sth to do with medical purposes
Jiayi u must be so proud of me rite??:)

the weather is so damn hot today...so tired everyday...zzz
busy rushing so many things...zzz
argh....

good lor, jiayi can slack all she wants, at home:(

Thursday, April 2, 2009

@ 6:55 PM

ah~ today is such a good day~ [aft sch]

tmr sports day...they changed to a new venue which is unknown to me.. Yio Chu Kang Stadium, lesser events, dismissal earlier:) sadly, still have COH.. having duty tmr, my fav duty, prize stewardess~~~ not that i have done other jobs before-.-

watch Boys Over Flowers last ep ytd (skipped to the very very last part)... WTH la!!!! y did it end tt way?? o well just a show.... it was a happy ending anyway:) JiHoo~WonBin~YiJeong~JunPyo~yay~~~ too cute too be true>.<
drama finally ended...

my honey water taste weird... [random sentence]