i feel itchy everywhr...zzzzzzzzz

just came back from the WKW challenge, feels good...
camp christine looks like a chalet to me, minus away swimming pool, bbq pits etc....
the cookout venue is a bit pathetic... many flies flying around, damn irritating...
i think i did a stupid thing while cooking...
ms[mdm] ho asked me to fry the bay leaves tgt with the oil... and i regretted on tt action-.-
the oil basically "exploded", becoming fireworks to me... splattering everywhr-.- i was dumbfounded and of course scared luh........zzzzzz

the result will be sent through email, which i dunno when will it be... i hope we gt into top 3, joey & me won't want to disappoint ms ho & guidersT-T anyway i m desperate/hungry for PNA points...i dun wan, DO NOT WANT to be the worst UG in MF-.-i wan to prove we can be gd too:)

aft worrying the cookout, had to worry another thing...
upcoming cf. crap la.
tmr still haf to face the PISSED OFF WITH US scout leaders...
planning to create a shiel amulet since i think i no what is gonna happen tmr...
most probably going shoot sacarsm arrows to the sec 3 guides-.-
seriously, i think i going to wear many layers of clothings to act as armor in order to protect myself.....
zzzzzzzz........... seriously can't stand the sacarsm from the scouts...zzzzzzz
doomsday is tmr~~~
doubt i can sleep well tonight-.-
zzzzzz

anyway, doesn't mean they pissed off, i should compromise them and treat them well...grrrrr.... i think joey will be the 1st to get pissed off, followed by debbie or/and me

how i wish to escape the reality~